
ive been reading this for months, updates were one of the things i looked forward to every week. im sad to see this story end but im really satisfied with the ending !! honestly, there arent many stories you can say had a good ending, so im rlly glad this one was good. this was such a roller coaster but i absolutely adore this story. looking forward to rereading this soon !! this is definitely a 5/5

yeah jaemin and soohyun can just fuck off together. i cant wait until daon finally stands up for himself and soohyun realizes he no longer has any control over him, and for daon to realize how messed up of a person jaemin is and finally move on so jaemin realizes how wrong he was about daon. at least, thats what i hope will happen... i just hope the author makes those two suffer a lot

when shio started imagining his DAD while he was having sex... yeah i almost had to close the tab. WHAT WAS THE PURPOSE OF THAT you couldve just had him be jealous of alexander without the whole fucking his dad thing if anything, that wouldve been better cuz that whole thing really served no purpose the rest of the story was nice but that really threw me off

juhyo yelling at his brother was so fucking satisfying. i was scared for a momemt that juhyo was just gonna be abused and his brother was gonna walk away as if he did nothing, but i was relieved when he spoke back !! it shows how far juhyo has come in accepting and loving himself and im just very happy for him

wow i wasnt expecting to cry sm but that last scene where trevor starts crying and gene comforts him broke me. im happy theyre happy but the fact that trevor is alone in the future just makes me think of all the bad things that could have happened - i mean, it was the seventies in new york, homophobia and hate crimes were super common, the aids epidemic... just so many horrible things going on. i hope nothing too bad happens but that tradegy tag lets me know this is not the last time im gonna cry while reading this
daun comforting siwon is like the best thing ive ever seen, especially since siwon's never rlly had anyone to rely on. im just gonna ignore those two annoying mfs cuz if i think about them too much, my mood will immediately spoil and im trying to focus on the fluff