They could have been happy together but miho felt betrayed and started acting out wanted to hurt uke like how he is feeling. Uke is someone who fear loneliness and easily get attached to someone that shown him kindness and attention. And because of that, miho constantly felt uneasy about their relationship and hence, in order to protect himself, he tried to distance himself from uke and went back to his old lifestyle. This hurt the relationship even more and things starts to went down spiral. After a long painful period, uke finally had enough and decided to end it after realising he had fallen in love with someone else. To be fair, Miho is also suffering but was unable to let go of uke. As a result, they let on this toxic relationship longer than it should.
I like how he went crazy on those rapists even though, he is the rapist himself. Wish he had done more like cutting off their dicks and put it in a blender like what the translator has suggested. lol~ Are all guys bi or something? They are so fluid in stories.
To be honest, violence in romance is not my thing. But there is something about this story that attracts me. Can't quite point out what it was. Perhaps, it's the desperation.
Not all mental health can be fathom. This guy is a pure monster. A very sick person. He just want to feed off minho misery. Honestly, how is minho still able to hang in there after all these; losing everything, debts, got raped and assaulted then trapped by this crazy person. Many would have fallen into serious depression and end their life.
I felt he projected his pent up fustration, stress and violent tendency onto minho. What does he want with minho? Someone to manipulate and control? What he had done to minho is far from the definition of love. Yet, in the later chapters he acted like he fear of losing minho. Consider what he did to him, of course he will never have him. Actually, he never had him. Not even for a moment. All he gets is his body, something superficial. A transaction/exchange like minho said.
The ending, I somehow knew it's going to turn out this way. He isolated him and he has become reliant on him. A violent person can turned into a different person after falling in love? Really? Hmm..
Poor dan, stop blaming yourself. You did nothing wrong...
Btw, someone had followed his beau to work. They seems to be heading towards a serious relationship. Potato is a serious and honest boy. He deserve to be treated properly.
Possessiveness is something that is labelled as negative and unhealthy. But I like the idea of seme being obsessed with his uke to the point of being a little possessive. That kind of love is twisted yet, beautiful and sexy in a way. He only cares and want you. So, you never have to worry him changing and falling in love with someone else and have your heart broken. With that being said, having an overly possessive parther can be scary and suffocating though.
Due to past trauma, Aeroc has low value about himself when comes to his body. In the past lifetime, that monster had thrown Aeroc out in the street. In order to survive, Aeroc had to sell himself for food. It's disgusting to see that klof is acting all loving when he had forced himself on him once again in this lifetime.
Just let him go. Let him have his peace.
Uke hold hands with another man, he made a fuss. Yet, it's okay for him to roll in bed with another man. Disgusting. Just because said he is sorry and beg makes it okay? Selfish bastard to the end. Never let him in your life again is the only way.
Oh my. Someone couldn't get it up with someone else now ~ LOL
He still hasn't realise his feeling.
Read the synopsis of this story. It seems that the emperor does not love him and is only using him. Becoming the emperor concubine, only to realised he was used and meant nothing to the emperor. He is just one of the many concubines. Angsty.. Even before I start reading the novel, my heart already ache for MC.... I know it's going to be painful to read this... yet, I am drawn to angsty story.
It's fruitless. I have feeling baby will be broken and likely seek death by suicide. Seme maybe in the end will seek death too in hope to gain some forgiveness by Yeonjo.
OR
The toy boy friend that got Yeonjo into this situation might seek help from the other lord that used to be with Yeonjo. The lord save Yeonjo and send him away to live a new life somewhere else. While seme got distracted searching for Yeonjo and lost his fight against the opponent that he is trying to get rid in Gilju and got overturned.
I started the yaoi journey more than 10 years ago before korean manhwa is a thing. There are few japanese yaoi authors that I really liked. kamon saeko is one of them. I still love her art and story even now. I especially like Royal Fiance and hatsujou Animal.