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Sometimes, arts or drawings feels so still you see it as it is. Sometimes, the arts were so full of emotions you can see it so alive you can almost feel the air, smell the flowers, and tears wells up from the ache so beautifully drawn and expressed in the arts. You can even feel the soul in them so much so you feel as if you're the person in the art.

This is such arts. This was not the simple act of reading, you feel and you live in the hearts which given soul in this art.

I've come from rereading this for the third time I think? And i still believe this is the first if not the only one historical au with power imbalance which is not at all toxic, or bottom forced to submit and actually with verbal consent with super patient top? A rarity even in BL part, especially more in historical setting.

At chapter 30 and so mad about the coach attitude!!! What kind of adult behave like this?? I would fire him in a heartbeat, this kind of attitude will only harm the team ugh I'm so!!

Also, I'm still waiting about an explanation of Heedo's crappy attitude towards the teammates. Idk, sure you got personal issues, but no reason to treat people like that. If he act a bit nicer or at least DECENT people would understand, but as of now nothing like that and just ass attitude

Is it me or this one becoming tiring to read...

Author is unhinged to created this.... But throughout the story i can just tell the author was having a blast writing this... Crazy twisted shit Note to myself, don't ever pick this up again

They're both insane and freaks, but that's why they're compatible

DAMN that's a good read after a while of not-so-engaging other stories.

Also I've seen people talking about grape scene but, in my opinion it's more likely a dubious con with both under influence of drugs and alcohol, considering all the shit I've read on BL nothing bad happened here. Actually, they teased and thirsts each other, especially the bottom hohoho. Top is that "ooh you wanna kiss me so baaad" and bottom be drooling.

Plot is intriguing. There's a stupid rookie mistake but oh well maybe that's what's needed for the story to go. Love the characters even the insufferable ones, they feels pretty fleshed out. Sympathized with MC and ML, it's the cliched different lives same survival struggle, both attracted yet too much risk to continue on, hidden goals and relationship built on lies. But i always like a cliched yet nicely written

Well... Let's try to look at it on the bright side since this is in the olden days where kids as young as even twelve was married off, probably that's why he didn't think it was weird. What matters here is that he don't touch her until she mature, so i hope that's what will happen. The crucial part is his intention, as of the latest chapter I've read, it's still okay and hopefully continue to be so.

I rather like this story, it's cute

Huh? Everybody in this are emotionally immature ffs. And that pretty faced friend irked me to no end, really? You getting mad over your friend's break up because you can't see your crush and have no sympathy or even try to speak gentler to your brokenhearted friend? Talk about self-centered. While some of what he said made sense, people's feelings are valid, if they're anxious or hurt then they need to address it, not JUDGE them for having those feelings. I feel bad for the funny looking friend.

As for the uke, it is frustrating, he's so sensitive and anxious about little things BUT he keeps mum about it rather than communicate it. And when he did, he didn't PRESS it on the seme's lukewarm and roundabout answers. If I were him, I'll say all what I'm feeling into details while jotting down on where the seme keep feeding those anxiety and fear, and if the answer still lukewarm, say goodbye and never look back.

For the seme, so much is to say about him, but I'll refrain (I'll keep it shorter) because he's the type of guy who would frustrate me to no end until i pop a blood vessel. Emotionally abusive (his lack of 'attention' can count as manipulative, while his indifferent stance as gaslighting), lack of self introspection, LACK OF EFFORT. When your significant other communicate their anxiety and fear, you're supposed to try to understand where those coming from, was it something we said or not say? Something we did or not do? Or was it because other external factors? And what could ease those anxiety, if they're too different in principles or ideals, then discuss to try to compromise each other or bridge that difference, NOT WALKING AWAY WITH NO FOLLOW UP. He's making the uke do all the head work?? Giving that "oh but it's you who got issues, not me so I'm just waiting for you to be ready to talk" vibe. NO YOU BOTH GOT ISSUES SO COME DOWN AND T A L K. That is, if he really want the relationship to work, irl this kind of guy would be left and ghosted, and suddenly hear rumors about the other person's marriage/dating, seriously. Unless, well, the other party is as emotionally constipated.

All in all, all parties made their mistakes, nobody is free of guilt here. I really wanna smack some sense in them seriously. Do college students nowadays this stupid in relationship? I surely hope not, that's just sad.

I bet there are some who would say, oh but they don't have the experience yet. Sure yeah, for the uke case, that's why I'm not beating him too harshly. And that seme IS emotionally constipated since he always got what he wants without much effort and it all got boring for him, and that's the whole point this one gonna frustrate him (and me to brain hemorrhage) so much that he'll gradually realize his edgelord no effort coolness will not work, and he'll start learning. If this is what it is, my poor tiny skull about to burst.

There's no way this is the ending... There's still so much loose ropes to knot!!