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Well im not concerned about the whole threesome thing, the first time he still agreed to do it though he’s surprised, so it wasnt raped, now the threesome one kinda is though, and he only forgave them because the uke is so deeply in love with the seme. The only problem i see is i cant feel any romantic feelings from the seme to the uke. The uke for the seme though? It’s obvious. From the seme’s point of view the only thing i can see is that he thinks the uke is “cute”? And then he starts doing things without asking the uke first? There’s such a thing called “communication” especially when it comes to bdsm stuff, spanking, toys, blindfolds, you cant just test it out on the person right away, y’all gotta talk to each other about it first. Normally im a very easy reader trust me, but there are just some stuff i cant help but feel uneasy with, especially with feelings. Maybe it’s because there arent enough chapters, even so, the author could make the seme’s feelings more clearly and not just make it purely physical.

That last part was a twist lmao i love that, and i love the age gap, i kinda dig younger seme and older uke, gives me more hype idk why lmao especially if the uke’s a bit cold or grumpy. But ah i love this want and definitely want to read moreeee

I cant say how much i love this, but the last chapter was kinda meaningless addition because i didnt need to know that that shithead michael is still fucking alive just walking around the street, i had hoped he could rot in hell, i had hoped his mother (though she’s cruel, she has every right to be anyway if she was forced to have him and was r*ped by his father and had him, a lil piece of shit son) i had hoped she’d be able to manipulate him into killing himself because he deserved to rot in hell. I can’t believe he manipulated my poor baby Sehyun enough to convince him he’s trash.
I’ve seen comments people saying they dont like how slutty Sehyun is but how can you hate on a character like that? He became an orphan through a night, had to survive in the street, and then he was brought in by Michael, who he thought was his saviour but turned out to be a rotten piece of scumbag, who repeatedly (idk for how many years) insulted him, degraded him, saying he’s trash, that he doesnt deserve to live, selling him out to other men, let them fuck him continuously that he started to believe he’s trash, his mind was corrupted by michael y’all, you guys have to understand it. He has no way of fighting back, he’s small and skinny, he was manipulated. How could you hate on a character that had such a traumatic history like that? He deserves to be loved, to be cared for, to be cherished. Boris is such a perfect man for it, i love how Boris is so soft to him, always loving him like that, rolling in the snow with Sehyun, refusing to leave him, that’s just sweet.
Their relationship is soft and sweet and when they laugh together i feel so emotional omg i almost cried at the end.
Anya is such a smol bean i love her and Elena too omg i cant believe she had to go through that.
Overall i love it so much and i wanted to see more of them together tbh (づ￣ ³￣)づ

At first i was hesitant to read it idk why but im glad i chose to read it anyway. I love Soohwa so much he’s literally the cutest smol bean ever

Gosh im so excited in a good way, i wonder what happens next. The previous chapter i thought maybe the guy with glasses could suffer a little but now that i know he called ah-in a “trained whore”, that glasses bitch can rot in hell, ngl i’ll do anything to protect ah in because he’s baby

This is so cute and hilarious and hot and just enough drama, which are the perfect combination for a story. I knew sunghuyn definitely has a twin when woojin saw the guy with glasses lmao. Jiho is cute, Sunghyun is so cute too and genuine. Although i do sense some tension between seunghyun and woojin, i do hope they become a couple and i even expected a side story for them at least. Seunghyun seems like a playboy since he appeared with two different guys and go to clubs, opposite to woojin who’s been in love with jiho since high school, which makes them the perfect couple. Seunghyun trying his best to make Woojin like him, Woojin still kinda hung up on Jiho even when he tries to forget since Jiho is with Sunghyun now. When they get together though...damn...i’d love to see that

This is my first time reading a psychological story like this and idk why but i just feel an urge to read it even though i prefer the normal stuff more...but anyway, im hooked on every chapter like normally reading other romance stories i can easily know what’s going to happen next, but reading this, every panel coming i find myself holding my breath wondering what will happen next and it scares me in an exciting way, and now i cant wait for more. I think i’ve opened a door in me i didnt know i have
Poor Ah In omg i just want my baby to be safe i hope Ilmo doesn’t tryna kill him but i doubt he will, he seems be have an attraction towards ah-in that’s why he hasnt killed him yet. Idk how they’d progress in the future and that both scares me and makes me impatient to know more. For jeong yeon i hope he can suffer real good to learn this lesson (after writing this sentence i realise i sound a bit like Ilmo right now ). The only person im sad for is the blonde guy that died oh and myeongjun. Anyway im so looking forward for more seriously

Also what’s with the costume omg im so sleep deprived but here i am laughing at this omg lmao

Why do i feel like the seme’s gonna ask “how do you know sex toys are better than the real thing when you havent even tried it?” And somehow they’d end up doing it idk...that’s what i hope though lmao this aggressive slowburn is making me impatient and horny...so probably like the seme and uke right now lmao

That old man you just fk killed a perfectly beautiful uke there u mf asshole, what an ass
Anyway i really hope sooyoung found out taesung only killed his uncle by accident and not that he did it on purpose. Taesung just doesnt say the truth because it’s a dark part of his past he didnt wanna say already (remember when he came back crying to the other asshole when he accidentally killed the guy who wasn’t involved? Which turned out to be the uncle? And he even visited the memorial frequently so i guess he still is a human with a heart), and the fact that Sooyoung is with him now makes it harder for him to say, it’s typical for stories to go like this, one person thinks it’s better if the secrets wont be revealed, but once it is, it’ll create a big angst part for the story, which will be the turning point of their relationship, to see if they actually love each other enough to forgive it (as long as the secret is not that horrible). For Sooyoung he’ll probably figure it out soon, then comes the big drama, then hopefully they solve it in a healthy way. That’s just what i think though