
Aye over here we have a dad who loves and trusts his daughter so much and overall respects her and whereas in rl I have to deal with passive aggressive behavior and someone who looks down on me no matter what I do and always thinks I made the wrong choice and can never be proud of me, no matter how hard I try. If anything make me feel like he did me a favor by clothing, feeding and educating me. Like doing the bare minimum and being a part of the process to bring me into this world was a huge ass burden and favor. Half the time I don't even want to exist in this shitty, so u did a bad job already.
I am not bitter. I am not. I swear I am not. I am even jealous. Nah-uh. I am a-okay. I am okay.
ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

*Sigh* I hope Juho stands up for himself. He kinda already did with the shitty ex but he needs to stand up to shitty people like these too. Frankly why does he attract such assholes. Jaemin and that friend of his are the only good people in his life. He needs to have more supportive friends. I am genuinely willing to fight for him. I thought this chap will brighten my already bad day but just left me with frustration and need to hurt some bitches. I just want him to be happy! Is that too much to ask?!?

That psychotic rapist ex needs to die a horrifying death to satisfy the wrath in me. Bitch needs to be put in place. The blond long haired dude needs to suffer or die too. Sooin is so good. I think he needs to find himself and get back on his own feet and then maybe get back with chi hwan. In that order. I feel so bad for him. I genuinely think he doesn't particularly need anybody. But like I do ship him with chi hwan. He just needs to become someone who he can be proud of and then have something with chi Hawn. Everyone else can die a horrifying death for all I care.

I know some of u feel sympathy for that long haired dude but reading what he did. I mma say it. He is shit. He didn't deserve rape but seriously. He is not good either. He literally had people he was raised with killed so he could protect his own neck. What a garbage can.

Ayye, didn't say anybody does. It's a horrible act and frankly I am too done with Mangas and manhwas either glossing over it or making the MC fell for their rapist. But yeah long haired dude is trash. When everyone was like don't hate him, he has a tragic backstory I was willing to him a chance but now I am more than willing watch him burn.

Yeah he is selfish and doesn't really loved the vampire dude. And like I would gotten over everything else but the scene where he let everyone he grew up with, who gave him refuge die just so he could save his own neck? Just doesn't sit right with me. And then he lied that it was for chi hwan. Like bullshit.
About the rape thing, it's so hard to find a decent interesting manga/manhwa where there is no rape or glossed over abuse. Like I am so tired of reading shitty semes. I just want to read about a seme who is a complete simp and soft for their uke. And respects them more importantly. And also the uke has a backbone not made of soggy wet cardboard.

Exactly. He tried to justify killing all of those people that took care of him and that gave him refuge with the pretense of “I am protecting Chihwan”, but that didn’t make any sense at all.
I kept thinking that if he actually wanted to protect Chihwan, he could have either ran away with him until they found a safe place where they could have stayed hidden from all of that mess or he could have told Chihwan to run away by himself or something, I don’t know.
He only cared about himself and only tried to protect himself, he didn’t care about all of the lives that he sacrificed.
Me too. I don’t understand why in so many manhwas/mangas there is always some type of romanticized (I hope I’m using this word correctly) or glossed over portrayal of abuse and rape in relationships, it’s really upsetting. I wish that healthy and cute relationships with interesting or strong characters were more common in manhwas and mangas.
I’m sorry if this was too long

Yup and then lied like bitch, we ain't falling for your lies. Chi hwan ain't falling for your lies. Like even you know you are lying. He was so selfish. Even till the end, he didn't care about what he did but what happened to him. Ya can't like him or feel sympathy for him at all.
Yes, I feel exactly as you do. I think I have come to an age and have matured enough to not find such things appealing anymore. I now want fluff with drama. But healthy relationships. Anyway here's a great one whose seme will make you fall in love with them:
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/mr_miss/
I know u didn't ask for recommendations but this one deserves all the love and appreciation. And it's fine. I write a lot too. Hope u have a better day then mine.

In conclusion, blondie sucks.
Me too, it’s always feels like a breath of fresh air when I’m able to find a story that depicts a healthy relationship with fluff and a little angst.
Thank you for the recommendation, I’m on chapter 14 right now and I’m loving it.
Thank you and I hope your day wasn’t too bad, hopefully today and tomorrow will be better for you :)

Yeah I Kinda expected that. Shame he is a hot chara. But u know what I actually ship joon x Chris. Maybe even Kay x joon would be better than vasya x joon ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭. Joon deserved someone who would be good to him, uk like someone who is sorta normalish but still have a untainted love.

True ( ̄∇ ̄"). Frankly I have read and stopped reading so many Bls because the seme was trash and the MC had a spine made up of wet soggy cardboard. And I just couldn't take it. I am still looking for BLs with string MCs. ┗( T﹏T )┛Joon is strong and smart tho and I want to see his craziness, that's why I am reading this. It's fun seeing him try to outsmart vasya. I am rooting for him and Chris.

I just read the new chapter and yep vasya def gonna end up with joon (not like that was a question bc yeah that's how bl usually is) i just hope there is no second man syndrome with Chris and he just stays a friend. Kay can have that position ( ̄∇ ̄") if chris is in the running vasya will def hurt him and joon will prolly still choose vasya

Aye, let's just sacrifice Kay to keep Chris safe. ( ̄へ ̄). Kay can die on his stead. I don't mind. And vasya and joon are the endgame. I thought joon would be smarter than this but maybe I expected too much ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍. But like if he does end up hurting Chris then I want joon to like u know take revenge. Hurt him back. That would be so badass.
Not gonna like it was kinda bittersweet. It was so good but so hurtful too. I somehow still feel like subin's feeling for hyunwoo were stronger than his feelings for Jun. But that could also be that he matured or he just settled. Frankly I don't want him to settle, I want him to want Jun as much as Jun wants him. I hate to see Jun so insecure. He was truly a gem, in between these trash goblin characters. (this is said with utmost affection)
I wished that hyunwoo would move on, but I guess there are instances where one just can't move on from their love. (was it love? Or was it him clinging on to subin cause he didn't want to let of that one constant?)
I didn't like hyunwoo but he is still an interesting character, frankly I don't completely understand his motivation. Does he love subin, is he completely straight? What does he actually want? He was fascinating. I wanted to know more about his motivation, so things would have been more cleared up.
Jun was precious, I loved him. He has my heart. Subin was childish, sometimes (most) annoying but kinda really relatable. I run away from all my problems too and frankly if I was in his place, I would try to run away too.
Noona was a gem, I want more of her. The guy she was dating (forgot his name) was cute but annoying. At least he wasn't a cheater.
The friend was brash and treated subin like yesterday's garbage but like the poor guy must been through this drama his whole high-school life so could understand.
All in all, it was good. But left me with a pain in my heart. I wanted a happier ending but I think this was the only ending they could have had.
for hyunwoo i think it was nice how the author left his sexuality hidden, i think it really showed that he didnt know what he was feeling or how to figure it out. he didnt particularly claim that he was bi even after realizing his feelings for subin, after all sexuality is a wide spectrum.. but i wish the author showed his detachment from subin, i liked hyunwoo's character and i wished we couldve seen him in a better light