
I've been reading this for a long time now. I wasn't really into paintings and never actually tried it. What I like about this is the flow of the story. All of the ups in downs. The struggle and the passion. I just love all of it.
But last month I actually tried painting. Self taught and youtube. I'm lucky cuz my grandma and sister have tools. All I did was get interested and I made paintings. At first it's all crap but now that I've been doing it for months it's still crap but I get complements that I'm improving. I already filled my first sketch book and acrylic pad. I use acrylic. For now I'm only making landscapes and scenery. I dont know how to start with portraits. I think I need a teacher for that.

Art is like anything else! It can be learned by anyone! It just takes time a work like learning anything else. The hardest part is just how personal it is...how feeling like you failed a piece can damage your self worth. Remember that it’s all practice and every failure isn’t that deep, it’s just leading to a better piece in the future. Our failed projects are every bit as important to our learning as our successful ones if not more.

Can anyone give me the link of the novel please?

Sorry DONT have the novel but I have the raws https://newtoki/webtoon/6815085?toon=

The guy who knocked me up (1 yr relationship) told me he loves me to the moon and back. But when I told him I was pregnant, he left me. What's worse is that he tried to help me abort my baby (I was testing him). I knew he wont take responsibility because of that. So I decided to raise my baby on my own as a single mom.(my baby is 2yrs old now)
I also remember that after the day I told him I was pregnant and he bought me all sorts of pills for abortion, just a day passed and I went to the beach and drowned myself (someone saw me and saved me)
I went to his place and told him what I almost did. I was out of it. And he led me to his bed and we had s*x. I was seriously out of it and when my mind cleared up a bit I asked him why would he do that. He said he was consoling me. A year in a relationship and he showed me how much he loves and treasure me. But just 2 days of knowing I was pregnant he showed me a despicable side of him. I knew then this guy will never be a responsible dad. My baby and I are better off without him.
I just wanted to share my story here 'cuz of how much I appreciate the Male lead. I love this webtoon but at the same time I feel bitter about my real life. Anyway I'm happy with my baby so all is good.
Spoil me please