
I remember reading this in wattpad but I cant find it anymore.Maybe the title is a bit different in wattpad.To those who knew,please give me the link~Or the title.I've been trying to find it for ages

Never mind.I found it already.Anyway here for those interested
https://www.wattpad.com/story/252840225-dear-ben
Then this is the sequel:
https://www.wattpad.com/story/252848709-love-ben
So to those having a hard time.undeestanding this chap.Allow me to explain from what I've understand.
So the uke at trying to find out what happened to hime while the seme(1) is away.Its because his instinct is telling him that there's something wrong.The one who's strengthening his urge to follow his guts is seme(2) because he feels like seme(2) is not a stranger(Because the uke is actually in love with seme(2) but because of his memory,he thinks its seme(1)}Another thing is because the uke noticed how seme(1) does not know what ocean he's talking about(where seme(2) promised the uke they'll live someday)
So the uke is trying to find out whats the truth because he's starting to have suspicions towards seme(1)
And the uke is saying that he somehow feels uncomfortable with seme(1) but he feels comfortable with seme(2).His saying how the seme(2) is the same as him who have a scar.
seme 1 is the tattoo debt guy & seme 2 is the brown haired savior guy right? (i completely forgot their names sorry )
Yesss you're right!I forgot their names too,even the uke's LMAOO
thanks!!