
Everything was going okay so far...the plot being all about uke's revenge, their bittersweet past, uke's timidness, seme's psychotic nature, seme's obsession to see the uke cry (lol) which was supposed to be just a sex kink and eventually the seme was suppose to slowly fall for the uke without the captivity and rape! I'd have tolerated that much nonesense but not this bye.

This was my first ever shoujo dating back to 2014 I suppose.
Kawasumi was my first fictional crush and ever since then I've been subconsciously attracted to irl people who shows personality akin to him.
Kawasumi for me isn't shy but just indifferent to the things not significant to him.
He knows when to stand up for himself and his loved ones.
He isn't the super duper hot steamy looking kind of ml, he isn't even the typical loverboy who'll sweep us off our feet, he just has a personality of his own, which i find very attractive.
He is a man of patience, he is rational and knows how not to rush things.
He is simply just perfectly decent for me.
Also, it seems to me like he wants to keep everything a low profile, esp his personal life and that him and surin will really live a quiet, peaceful and contented life.
Nahh.... Blondie is the bottom ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭