
this a very very great "psychological" story, i love it (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
this may seem very obvious or nah but...
the "once again, i will never let you go" part is really interesting, Why did he say "once again"?? does that mean that he's just thinking of do yeol as stand in for soha and the fact that the final chapter's title is "the direction of attraction" makes me think that he just redirected his obsession with soha to do yeol, I don't really think that he loves do yeol, he's just obsessed with the thought of being loved and getting affection.
akk this is so good!! it ended with a lot of questions going on with my mind which i think a great story should be

why are these shoujo manga keep on making every other girl aside from the mc look bad? it's like making it typical for a teenage girl to just want attention, beauty, & romance?????? (⊙…⊙) [just my opinion tho]
but i really love the romance in this manga huhu its not forced & toxic + u can really feel the development (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

she literally is just a little gurl who died on her past life bec. of too much crying about some villain character from a freaking novel ( ̄∇ ̄") you cant blame her from all her crying & whining hahahaha
but tbh, i lost the ability to sympathize her from all that, i still feel so bad abt the male lead's past thoo
this is only my opinion (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

I heard spoiler (don't read if you don't want to)
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she cried much because what happened in the novel is actually happened in her first life (she is original elzay in her first life, the god wrapped the memory of her first life into a novel in her second life while she lived in korea), and she died in her first life because she saved aseph, so she's unconsciously traumatized of aseph's sufferings, that's why she can't stop crying because it's about someone she loves in real life, not just an emphathy for a novel's villain.

Oh right athy is also in her third life, but i guess athy's memory is blocked properly (but she breaks down and cry in chapter 80, i guess something finally triggers athy's memory), while elzay has a soulmate mark that keeps her connected to aseph despite having her memory erased, and that makes her emotion unstable (1. Her partner died, 2. She was sent to different dimension that put her even further away from her soulmate that made her even more in pain so the god has to take her back to her original world), so elzay's memory is not blocked properly (unlike athy), elzay might forget what happened, but she doesn't forget the pain

OOOHH I SEE, i haven't read the novel nor spoilers yet that's why at this point of the story im still seeing elzay's constant whining and crying ~kinda~ annoying (im very sorry (/TДT)/) but right now i feel like the story (until the current chapter) is 70%of her crying and all 30%plot which is too much for me. i just don't really see the point of repeated "crying for the same reason" and all.
BUT maybe this kind of thinking will change as story goes. And when you put it that way, it really made some sense. Thankss

everyone's been talking abt how sweet the prince is and how jealous they are of tiara, and here i am cringing on what the prince's been doing. like who the fuck would prevent their partner to do some gardening bc he doesn't want her hand to have some callus and just want to keep holding her sOfT hand???
idk 'bout u but that's WAY too much for me ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

He did not want her hands to have some callus BUT his callus are okay because they are "mArKs oF acHieVeMenT", bro?? u serious?? It didn't leave my mind and everything he's been doing this whole chapter became very very cringey. That's whole ass hyperfemininity & hypermasculinity there.
*for me (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

WHAT'S WITH HER WAIST HAHAHAHA IT'S OVERLY OVERLY THIN. at first it was okay but it became uncomfortably thin, it's like the same size of the duke's arm lol.

Legit. Seriously. Page 52/53 of this 45th chapter actually has his arm at the level of her waist. You can see barely 1/2 an inch of her waist on either side of his arm! Considering her height is only a head shorter than him and they are comparable to all their friends... She must be only 100 pounds bones and boobs.
I HOPE BYUL GETS HIS OWN STORYYY ლ(´ڡ`ლ)