
is the story completed? im so confused.
also, i understand the obsession between them and the, somehow, codependency. but the author didn't make a good job about shiro's violent behavior. it's obvious that in obsessive relationships, most of times it results in violence. but here it's obvious that his violence is also a sexual trigger. but honestly aggressive sexual behavior doesn't focus on one person only. he's been with the girl for one year and when he has sex with her he fantasies about hurting hiro, but he never did hurt her. that wouldn't happen. i think the author is confused about this, thinking he would only want to hurt who he loves. and i think that's why they made that scene of hiro asking about her body. it wasn't out of concern.
so the ideia of the story is good, but not well executed.
all i can say is that it was a masterpiece. is probably one of best BL i've read, with amazing plot and characters. i love it all. and i actually cried in the end because, wow, i want to be in love like this too (i feel like the times i fell in love were merely crushs when i compare to this. i never came not even close to feel so much passion or pain). i can't be the only one feeling a little empty inside after reading this.
im only got a little sad about the boy who liked ed, he never did nothing wrong, but i feel like ed was too rash to him. i wanted until the end for him to appear again. even his homophobic friends got a redemption arc.