Well, I just know this story is about about to lessen me in good and bad ways cause bro I can smell the drama and the sexual tension coming this way
I don’t think it’s quite about being used.. it feels like he is looking for a real bond, people have always been beneath so he felt like something real could not happen, he needs someone who will be on top to take the lead, to take the control, to relieve the pressure of expectations, to make him forget about everything, to only make him focus about the moment rn, he just wants to let go. This is what I’m hearing from him. I think what really drives this guy is the control Courtney will have on him, if she’s not enjoying it, it’s the same as Richard controlling what goes and what doesn’t, and that’s not quite what he wants, cause then it’s not real, the bond is not there and he’s still very much in control, it’s the same as just ordering a servant to do that. He wants to become subservient to her desires, that’s why he’s trying to plant them in her, make them surface and that’s why he need her to be his queen cause then outside of all this they are equal so she won’t be beneath him to make the bond real.
Oh gosh. You explained it all too well.
I adore this explanation because this also explains why he seems to take such joy in being there for Courtney the few moments she IS vulnerable. He enjoys her domineering over him to break that dichotomy of power he's always held, but it's not an all-or-nothing role. Ultimately, he just wants her to "take" from him in any way that's related to her genuine happiness and their connection growing together. If he can give her that in soothing her in these moments that's just as meaningful. God, I love seeing these relationship dynamic.
Same I really love their dynamic and I’m definitely here to see Richard struggle to form the bond he wants with Courtney cause he’s bad at expressing and explaining what he wants .
I really tried to convey how i view the situation so I’m glad it was understandable, I thought I was rambling ngl
We are so deep but trueeಥ‿ಥ
all yall are cooking i love this thread
I just can’t with the mc, his decision making is pissing me tf off, so you obsessed over a guy in the past you time travel and you decide to… be obsessed some now for everyone around him and whatnot.. why not just leave that guy tf alone ?? I just can’t with that shit. And the whole following someone a whole day who clearly despise you .. tell me the difference between this and bf how you acted before ?? Imma just leave this there cause yeah… this is not for me
Well…he still loves the ML and wants what’s best for him. He also wants to be of help to others bcs of his knowledge of the future. So during chapter 8 or so, he had no intention of following the ML(didn’t even know he’d be on the mission). What MC wanted was for that unc to not get killed, bcs that was someone important to ML. How can someone leave that situation be, knowing that a person special to their love will get killed? His actions aren’t selfish and obsessive. He’s been trying so hard to be a better person ever since he got a second chance.
Holy yapper final boss. Yeah, this clearly not for narror-minded ppl.
Omg I thought u were talking to me from the first sentence cuz I wrote more than op. I was like what did I even do? ;-;
Dw I'm not pertaining to you . The og commenter just pisses me off.
Found this 3 days ego and I was skeptical about the whole thing, … I reread it 4 times since .. Gosh plz just give me more, how do I have to beg for the next chapters ??
Wtf do you mean amputation fetish ??? Now o don’t wanna read cause wdym ??
WHAT
Idk why that's a tag, it's not so much amputation fetish, It's just a dude who can't die nd none of his limbs get amputated anyways
I think is just at the beginning, he does something relayed to that an he's crazy so he gets horny but after meeting mc he does a whole new other crazy stuff just not removal of limbs lol.
And if you like, the way, you look that much, oh baby you should go and love yourself
When I saw Chinese name I knew the translation was about to suffer with the number in inuedo and sayings they got, but bro it’s so hard to push through cause at some point idk what they are saying, I’m just looking at picture cause I gave up
The person who said this si mignon all over again was absolutely right and I got no regrets about the exam I’m about to fail cause this was epically good
I knew something was up when I kept agreeing with side character cause yeah.. just let him ho bro… but I got blindsided by the alphaxalpha I saw in the tags.. never again, matter of fact I wish we could block stories
Lmao this was not the right move hyung how are you gonna think about a break up while trying to plan a life together ? It makes it look like it’s all a fling for you
Like seriously