He never explained why he said "I don't wanna!"
His Dad didn't die until his second year in college, which is when he broke up with Masaki and dropped out of school. He tried to get his contact info two years earlier at their graduation.
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/ore_no_oniku_chan/mdx/d_chapter-5/5/










The crushing feeling when you realise your ultimate bias had been actually suffering from so many lies and deceit his entire life... and he had done nothing to deserve it... ow, man. that hurt right in the feels. especially when i love abel so much.