You're not really worried about your grades. You're just too anxious and afraid to get into a relationship. You're afraid to lay out your heart bare to someone else and you're too used to not being picked that the attention now is causing you to flee. You're me. And the solo life isn't bad but a day will come when the silence of the walls will echo loud and no amount of company with friends or family will fill the void.
It's true that the saying "right person, wrong time" exists but we live in a temporary world where some people don't even live past 20. It's best to jump into a relationship and pursue the people you wish even if heart break lies at the end of it. At least then you've lived life and are not left wondering "what if"
(I say all this but I still won't do it myself
I don't yall. I work in healthcare and couldn't get past chapter 2. As a nurse, just imagining that kiss scene is like EEK FUCK OFF FUCK OFF. CODE GREY!
Yknow? Plus he's a surgeon, they don't really visit patients except for like, the big ward rounds. And there's many other doctors involved in the care so it's usually the residents or HMO who does it and reports to the surgeon. Plus ortho docs are often based in their ward and then go to OT for surgeries the offices are usually outside the ward or within the ward but closed off and you won't just find them walking around the hallways unless they're visiting patients or the nurses station.
My point is, this is super unrealistic. Also doctors don't change urinary catheters. A nurse does it. It's actually really easy.
Also, the nurses uniform with the makeup and stuff is like, so unrealistic hahaha. But then again, western nurses do everything and we don't have helpers to clean up patients etc









ML is a sociopath isn't he?