
BERN IS NOT A BAD GUY! HIS A FUCCIN FOREST, DOWNSIDE HE DOESN'T END UP WITH FL.
so, Bern and MC are very a like that's why Bern said they're the same. Bern also suffered one-sided love like MC.
Here's the thing Bern had a lover, currently his ex-lover is married to a viscount IIRC. Bern and his ex-lover were truly in love (it's the gurl with orange hair and has freckles in the face). But this ex-lover chose to marry someone else because of her debts and because the family of Bern his father opposes their union so much. Plus the ex-lovers father was abusive and she couldn't really say no to the marriage so she gave up on Bern. Of course our Bern actually got heart-broken he locked himself up in their mansion not seeing anyone. When he finally decided to go out this was the time he was ordered or needed to take in a spouse. That's how Bern and MC met, the blind date thing.
TBH, BERN AND MC HAVE CHEMISTRY I LIKE THEIR DYNAMIC. THEY COMMUNICATE SO WELL I TELL YA.
Bern has traumas regarding his ex-lover and MC isso done with the fuccin ML. Bern never force MC to tell him anything and that's vice versa MC didn't force Bern to tell her everything. After getting to know each other there were a point they laid it all out, they told each other's circumstances and they understood each other. THEY'RE both BROKEN as well but they understood each other that made them happy because someone can relate. MC and Bern even said "I CANNOT LOVE YOU BUT I WANT TO MAKE YOU HAPPY." they both promised each other that might not love each other because of their broke hearts but they'll never make each other sad, they wanted to be happy as PARTNERS!
They even KISSED just to confirm if they by chance can feel something for each other. in the novel when they kissed they only thought of each other's love. So, Basically MC thought she wanted her first kiss with ML and Bern remembering his ex-lover! After the kiss MC CRIED because she could never forget ML and even if she married Bern she thought she could never love him, vice versa with Bern. That's why they just made that promised, Bern hugged MC and comforted her.
ANYWAY THIS IS THE TURNING POINT ML AND BERN'S EX-LOVER SAW THE KISS. THIS IS WHEN ML REALIZED HE LIKES MC AND BRUH I WANTED TO PUNCH HIM.
SPOILERS, ML AND BERN'S EX-LOVER ARE FUCCIN SELFISH!! They both wanted to get this two back for themselves.
Bern's ex-lover husband died in an accident and gurl be like "I'M FREE! I CAN GO BACK TO BERN" bruh didn't even attend the funeral. Just went ahead and STALK Bern every chance she get!
While ML LOVE BOMB THE MC even though she said she marrying Bern!!
FUCC EM! ANYWAY GONNA DISAPPOINT YA, Bern ends up with his ex-lover and MC ends up with ML. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
ML groveling wasn't even satisfying, he cried like a whimp for a week (drank alcohol) after seeing the kissed. After that he confessed to MC when Arista told him that he was a dumb idiot and everyone knew ML likes MC. So he tried to confessed to MC and got rejected, after that he started love bombing her.
Geezus the 2nd confession MC accepts it IDK if it's because of the suspension bridge effect because he saved MC from monster. she could have made him suffer more.

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I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THE ML AND MC HUHU CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS TO MARINATE.. ALREADY ATE UP THE NOVEL BUT I ALSO WANNA READ THE MANHWA, CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF THEM! (╯=・ω・=)╯╧╧

The novel was better at laying the plot out, the manhwa ain't cutting it for it.
Plus they butchered the MLs whole appearance like dude I know ML should appear as strict and cruel. He just actually looks wonky here. (The art isn't good but it isn't bad either, it doesn't suit the story or characters tbh)
Ghaaaddd, I checked the raws of the manhwa and it's not how I imagined it when I read the novel. The ML in the manhwa I'm like who the fucc is he? His not the ML I pictured out in the novel not only his appearance but his personality here as well plops than the novel (his not really nice in the novel, like I said MLs personality is strict and cruel, tho he has a soft spot for our MC which wasn't clearly shown in here)

Tbh, it's the same old dynamic of ML and MC relationship were the ML is domineering, toxic, violent person while the MC whose terrified of the ML but still has a glib-tongue and shameless attitude. Basically the MC has the guts to answer ML even tho he knows one day he'll be buried 6ft under. Lmao
That relationship was better portrayed in the novel. ML wasn't in love with the MC at first like everyone else (love at first sight or something) ML slowly fell in love with him.
Plus in the novel it was better executed how ML has "power" his a lunatic who kills people just because of a slight mistake. Most of the time his rational but sometimes he'd be violent with people who do stupid things. (sure it was shown in the manhwa tho it was kinda lacking for me because the novel had more details which I know manhwa's tend to skip or jump over)
Fav part on the novels when ML start to visibly favor the MC because his starting to like him. As for the running arc of MC I like the novel version more. In the manhwa they skipped a few chapters, actually ML let the MC took a few more trips before actually getting to see him.
MC had the chance to unwind, think over his feelings and actually missed the ML when he ran away. (=・ω・=)

OMG THIS SHT WAS SO FUNNY..
BUT BRUH IT'S LIKE THE FUNNY/CHAOTIC VERSION OF CIRCUIT BREAKER. I'M CRYING
the ML is the TAN guy as well. HAHAHAHA
circuit breaker would be the funny/drama version.. LMAAOO
BOTH MC won the lottery and then got into a car accident, they also went back to the past. like heellooo so much coincidence

I couldn't take it and went ahead and check the manhwa raws and GHAAAADDDD I LOVE THE SMUT. *CHEF'S KISS GAAAAHH*
Also, been wishing the tan guy would be the ML and didn't wanna have 2nd ML syndrome for the white haired guy. AND I WAS RIGGGHHHTTT. (thought white hair was fishy and i was right on not liking him heh)
ML is the tan guy
SPOILERS GUYS, I HOP THRU SOME CHAPTERS OF THE NOVEL IT WAS THE 2ND LAST CHAPTER.
I read that the white haired guy is using MC or replacing MC for someone else.
I was kinda feeling bad for him because the scene was ML and MC reuniting and having this special moment. Then this fuccer be getting there late and be like "ah, I'm too late"
Like, no I'm too late.. why can't it be me? MC also thought he was pitiful but MC was already determined of his feelings or set on ML already and then white haired guy suddenly shows his true colors. Fuccin biatch be like "hyung" HIS NOT UR HYUUNGG GURRLL
White haired never called MCs real name and MC said it up front like "you never call me my name" whitey always calls him hyung.
MC said "I'm not Jeong Ye-Seong, I'm Bae Jaewon" and be like "why do you treat people like substitute" (this is MTL)
White hair said "why does it matter?" and be like "you just need to be hyung, you don't need a name" THE FUCCIN AUDACITY OF THIS SHTHEAD.
MC was pissed, I was fuccin pissed? If it was me who da fucc r u to see me as someone else or use me HAAHHAHAHA (kinda deserve the other person isn't with you, ghaad dude was delusional) (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
So apparently this "Jeong Ye-seong" is the whitey's hyung (different person) who he likes whose obviously dead, so whitey began to see shadows of his hyung in our MC..
HARD PASS ON THIS ONE
And here I thought I would be conflicted by this two, I really hate it when people associate me with someone or see someone whose not me. So when I read this part it left a bad taste to my mouth.
Whitey even kept BEGGING our MC and insisted "he loves him" and give him a chance. Nope, brother you already laid it all out that you don't see MC as for himself but someone else.
AND HOLYFRICK WHITEY TRIED TO SNAPPED MCS NECK BECAUSE HE COULDN'T HAVE HIS WAY. DEAR GOD HIS A LUNATIC.

I can share the KR novel link tho ya can only read it by MTL, do you still want it?
Also, additional on that whitey...
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HE WAS SUCH A SORE LOSER COZ MC DIDN'T LIKE HIM HE TRIED TO STRANGLE HIM... BIATCH BE LE LIKE "IF I CAN'T HAVE HIM, NO ONE ELSE"
CRAAAAZZYY CRAAAAZZYY I TELL YA
I'm glad MC can throw hands as well coz he flip that fuccer when he had the chance and kick him in his stomach. Whitey hit the rails (they were at this bridge) ML was furious and of course didn't let it pass by when he no longer has MCs neck, he not only made him kneel but broke his fingers by stomping on them several times and guess where his ending? In an asylum, he was mentally ill and everyone treated him like one

https://booktoki468.com/novel/7368968?stx=%EC%84%9C%ED%82%B7+%EB%B8%8C%EB%A0%88%EC%9D%B4%EC%BB%A4
Here's the novel, enjoy reading

https://booktoki468.com/novel/7368968?stx=%EC%84%9C%ED%82%B7+%EB%B8%8C%EB%A0%88%EC%9D%B4%EC%BB%A4
the spoilers I gave would be chapter 12 (each chapter is very very long)
I love chapter 13, it's freaaaking BITTERSWEET. I LOVE MC AND ML

If you're mentioning Kim Seungbin (dark hair with a tinge of navy blue highlights) then I'd say no coz at the end of the chapter he was with Park Gyujin (playboy guy) HAHAHAHAH
I wasn't expecting it but at the epilogue they're living together and Park Gyujin became the Male wife (he was even tossed away by his parents and be like here get this stupid boi) HAHAHAHAHA
While Kang Yoochan idk who his with coz the name translation was so confusing
but MC commented that the gang became a group of gay couples HAHAHAHAHA
ONLY THING I WANNA SAY IS I WOULD DIE FOR THEM, I ADOREEE EVERYONE! JUST EXCLUDE THE COUNT'S FAMILY (SONA'S FAM). DUKE FAM ISSO ADORAAABLEE RAAAH.
PLUS I LOVE THE ART I COULD EAT IT.