
Chapter 1 seems promising, didn't wanna judge based on the comments, and tried reading for myself. All I can say is...
MC IS DVMB AS FUCC..
I saw the raws and I READ THE NOVEL..
I was entirely curious on whose the culprit to MCs death. The murderer was the knight (named Elus/Eluce) with short red hair whose obsessed with ML which is also MLs half brother..
ML didn't knew that MC got killed not until MC told him and MC so dumb didn't even told ML who it was when he actually finally knew who stabbed him.. (MC power manifest, he can see in his dreams. Past and Future)
PLUS I FEEL SO BAD TO THE 13 YEARS OLD MC, he didn't get stabbed once but multiple times..it was brutal I wanna torture that moth3rfvck3r for getting jealous over a 13 year old boy..
Elus/Eluce stab MC once and covered him in a white cloth and then stabbed him again and again till the cloth was dyed in red, suddenly the body vanished and the cloth went flat to the ground. (MC returning to earth)
GODD@MN, MOTHERFVK3R MY BLOOD BOILED READING THAT SH*T..
And when I say MC was dumb, Elus/Eluce thought if he couldn't kill MC then he TRIED killing ML by poisoning him.. MC saw it in his dreams in the future and tried saving ML..
When Elus/Eluce lost in the duel between ML, he drank the poisin he was gonna use on ML. And you know what MC ACTUALLY felt sorry and tried to save him coz apparently he had a cure back up incase he was late to save ML. He save that fvccer and said "atone for your sins."
LIKE WTFFF, let d@mn fuccer die...

I also just caught up reading.
Although, I did notice the novel and manga have a lot of differences, and the manga is still unfinished so they might change things up.
But bro, the novel version of the ML is actually a verifiable pedophile without a shadow of a doubt . I gave him the benefit of the doubt in the manga version, but his novel counterpart deserves nice cold prison steel.

plus, welp MC officially u dumb..
MC actually said to ML: I have told him that, since Eluce has made great achievements as a knight, I would like his sentence to be reduced if possible.
ARE YA FUCCIN DUMB?? THAT SH*T TRIED TO KILL YA NOT ONCE BUT TWICE... YA AIN'T RIGHT IN THE HEAD, WE JUST GONNA FORGET HE KILLED YA???!!

fr, like were just gonna forget Elus/Eluce tried to kill a freakin MINOR?!!?! MC be that minor and be like "it's alright it was in the past"
nu uh gurl, he better be suffering..
plus I saw the side stories, guess what Elus/Eluc actually married someone but he was describe a lazy, neet and depressed person by his husband..
His husband love Eluce fr coz he fell for his sweet smile when he was younger, he met him during war and he was saved by him.. I mean sure Eluce can find his happiness but I want him to at least suffer and face the consequences of his action.

Okay WOW, that's like...so graphic I wasn't ready if it's like that then I hate this kind of ML. Like wdym you didn't know the 13 yr old you were supposed so protect gOT STABBED MULTIPLE TIMES BY SOME DERANGED MF?? TF??? I also saw the raws but only up to ch5 and I didn't like how MC kept blushing at ML's moves girl, you were abandoned as a minor (who didn't know better at that time) and got killed! don't get starty eyed now just cause he's handsome?!!

yes, plus rather than assuring MC when he wa minor. ML want MC to rely on ML so he didn't actually told him anything..
At the ending or side stories, apparently everyone knew MC doesn't have ability or powers since his STILL a minor.. Foreigner's were known to have abilities only when they come of age. BASICALLY, ML knew about it but never actually told MC???!! Plus the priest forgot or hadn't had the chance to tell MC coz during MCs childhood he wants someone to acknowledge him coz he lost his parents and wanted to lean on an adult.. For fucc sake, that's why his also using his chinuubyou pace coz this kid is wanting attention (typical of kids, ngl)
Anyway, everyone didn't hate MC. MC was just assuming things they just didn't like MC lying but they understood him coz he was a kid, they even said he might be annoying but he never actually harm anyone..
So ML is so fucc up too, coz he just wanted MC for himself. Plus rather than getting angry when he heard MC got stabbed, the reason he disappeared he just got angry LIKE FOR A FEW SEC and only thing in his mind was to get FREAKY with MC.. LIKE DUDE??!! HELLO WE HAVE A SERIAL KILLER ON THE RUN??
TBH, the only thing good in here are the SMUTS that is IF YOU FORGET THE PLOT.. LMAOO..
But the manga looks like a different in the novel, so I do hope the mangaka change some stuffs atleast to salvage this. LOL

HOOLLY CR@P
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!
First time seeing a realistic big dicc that actually MC enjoys!! Not those stiff dicc that looks like a fuccin pole!
I LOVE HOW MC ENJOYS IT TOO NOT ONLY THE ML.. plus ML with expressions during seggs??!! YAAAAAAAS PLEASE..
Not only that, ML possessive/obsessive that wants to lock MC and MC wanting to do the same? MATCHING EACH OTHER FREAAAKK.. AAAAHHHHH

Eugene will be able to have a glimpse of the Gods mission and his rewards..
But I'll tell you all this, YOU BE HATING THE GODS MORE THAN ML..
The gods are unreasonable and fucc up unfair.. Basically it was obviously MC's mission is to save the world. If he refused to save it, the world ML lives will be destroyed. The same as when MC choose to go back to Earth the world of ML will still get destroyed, so even though the gods gave him a "choice", he really can't choose because of the gods options are whack and besides his been attached to ML's world, being available to be friend so many people, love someone and all. The MC got depressed to the point he gets his high fever back and won't eat at all. MC loves HIS FAMILY so so much that he was devastated knowing he couldn't go back without consequences.
Plus the gods didn't tell him all about it, he thought that even if he goes back he wasn't sure if his body is healthy or alive. But in reality MC and the original Eugene switch bodies, the setting on Earth was orig-Eugune was hospitalized coz of an accident and he gets amnesia. MC's family was so nice and help orig-Eugune to cope up and be able to live on Earth, ngl orig-Eugune was kinda lucky at this part.
Anyway y'all be available to forgive ML at some point, I do agree that he became an azz for a bit.. Also hearing that MC gets his fever again he was worried as hecc and was confused why he became depressed. Since MC can't really reveal everything he couldn't tell ML a lot, obviously..
MC also said something sorta like a confession that he was available to say, like don't like me or he wanted to say HE HAS A SECRET that ML will also get mad at, so he didn't want ML's affection and losing it all over again.
Knowing this, ML actually research about what MC said.. Imma give back ML some points coz of this. (this will be a long while there will be a lot happening) ML actually said to MC something like "Are you not from this world? A messenger of gods, are you like an angel that was given a mission?" MC was about to cry because it wasn't on point but close enough..
ML asked again something like "once his mission gets completed will he be also going back to the place where he came from or does his mission resulting MC to get injured or death" at this point MC was crying, his crying confirmed ML speculations. Afterwards their relationship gets to improve a bit..

I'm not sure, because spoileeeers...
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(idk if the order is right but this is what's gonna happened before ML talks about it)
- MC gets to have a glimpse of the Gods mission and rewads
- MC gets locked up by ML in a house, it's like house arrest
- MC will be kidnapped by this Count Rito sh*t whose another god worshiper
- MC almost died because of it, he was tortured
- MC during kidnapping heard their plans (the dead raising idk since I was reading raws and using MTL)
- Fighting the dead and MC using his powers
- They hold a party (?) not sure if it was after the said fight for idk moral or something
- ML was talking to Delgona (?) forgot her name and MC was in tge corner sitting but feeling sleepy coz he used too much power
- ML noticed and went ahead and asked for a room and then when MC woke up they talked that's when ML asked him
um, well how to say it..
It feels like portraying my own self, when Lee Jaeha said his ideal type. But unlike Jaeha I don't want everyone's attention but for only one person. I grew up normally (maybe) but you can also say I tried growing up normally, even now I feel like I'm just copying what a normal person would do. When he confessed that I felt like I was being exposed too. I know what his saying is very toxic but in the back of my mind I still want it. While I'm also like Nam Soomin, I want to shower over my partner with all of my attention. I get obsessed so much that I want to question who they hangout with. These two people actually portrayed how I feel. Even with friends I do get obsessed, I'd be mad if they ever stop giving me attention. (I don't tell them and I also don't pester them, however this is how heavy my feelings are)
Might be disturbing to you guys, but don't worry I always keeping myself in check. It's like putting a leash and a mask for myself so people deemed me as abnormal..
I actually CRIED reading this, IDK why even though it's not a sad story. Tbh, it's also the reason I'm reluctant to date. ( ̄へ ̄)
Huhu this story is relate to u, that's why u're feeling sad. I kinda feel u. The heavy feelings bcs u cannot shower ur partner too much attention or crave for it, so they won't end up burdened. U've been strong enough to deal w this and hold urself back, that's good. Hopefully u gonna find ur own Soo Min or Jaeha. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Its scary how much i can relate to your comment. This manga literally gave me the answer as to why i get so hurt when less attention is payed to me by my friends compared to their other friends, let alone dating. And its also exhausting to pretend you are not hurt by it. ( ̄∇ ̄") Anyways hit me up if you'd like to bond over it. ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
aww, thank you! I do hope so..
so truee, it hurts always seeing them playing/hanging out with others. Yet often times they even forget about you. ╥﹏╥
sure I'd like to meet new friends since it's a new year!