So, I tried reading the novel but it was so confusing because of the MTL but damn this was so fvcked up. Like
Anyway, MC has sickness obviously.. he's hallucinating a lot (mtl) and really y'all in the comments you're right his parents are really dead. MC also has depression and would forget things. So the moment he laid eyes on ML he started writing in his little diary to not forget. But really why is the diary fvcc up too.
Anyway MTL was so confusing to the point I didn't get the story but also get the story.
They're both obsessed with each other to the point that, ML will lie and locked him up all to himself and MC lying pretending to forget everything so he could stay with ML.
Thru MTL since MC is sick and I think he was hospitalized and deemed has amnesia (?) ML didn't wanna tell him something, I think it was about his parents and their eerie home full of bad memories and thinking MC would leave and go back to that apartment. But actually MC remembers everything and didn't tell ML coz he thought that ML would abandon him the moment he knows he remembers.
After this it was fvcking confusing and my brain almost gave out coz it says ML was noticing MC remembering things but he wasn't sure but ignores it and MC noticing ML won't leave him but refuse to know the truth (?). Then it ended both of them getting satisfied at their situation/circumstances.
LIKE BRUH JUST CONFESS THAT YOU BOTH LIKE EACH WTF..
then the side stories..
Reason for ML to like MC:
So when ML was born I think he was neglected or like everyone ignored him because of the twins. Basically ML just wanted to be loved/attention and that's how when MC started giving him attention and started getting stalker-ish and be obsessed with him, ML started to like/obsess with MC.
So that guy who keeps saying he knows Shay, he's not "Kun Gaisha" but his clone. the original Shay made him to protect herself (using her powers, you know the drawing coming to life thing). But that Clone had created his own personality and became obsessed with Shay. He even betrayed her so he could get her
Damn, hate betrayals anyway afterwards he sacrificed his self basically dying.









MC is so naive and stupid.
Also the fvcc? a 10 year old saying lustful and those other remarks to another 10 year old? When I was that age kids won't even call you that but they would make names. During times like this I'd punch the hella outta the kids for doing so. (Yes, I was violent but it does the trick, some people deserve it so they would wake up. lol)
Anyway if she can't, atleast defend herself. I would never ever let someone insult me like that. Also that Evan kid (blonde) literally saw someone insult the Princess below the belt but still reluctant to "protect" her. Like damn sure they're kids but they're portrayed as genius or smarter that normal kids. Whatta joke..
My outmost pet peeve are naive people. *sighs*
That lame @ss apology too, I'm too petty to accept that. Guess that's a reason why I'm not a good person. lmao