
Welp I'd want to die too if I had to live the same shitty life over and over again. Like even now, even if she manage to live a happy and fulfilled life, she might go back to the past again. She'll have to deal with the same thing no matter what. So like yep finding ways to die like permanently is the way to go.
I feel sad though, knowing that he won't live as long as the Elf :(