
Riichi smiling while crying reminds me of the time, when the person I was dating walked into my class and I thought "why is idiot here" and I just started crying while laughing because he caused me so much anxiety and stress. He literally made the whole relationship revolve solely around him and only messaged me when he wanted to get laid. I was a fool and I gave everything to him, every first I had and I felt like such an idiot, especially when I found out he cheated on me. My whole grade knew because he got suspended for doing it with the girl on school property. And I had to find out from someone who used to make fun of me when people were around, but was only nice to me when no one was there and I felt even more shitty.

I'm sorry you had to go through that. That just shows those people are assholes and doesn't appreciate your worth. It defines them, not you. I'm sure you'll find someone who treasures you and really cares about you! Hope you know that you deserve better and that there are people who care in the world! :) <3
now that I know how this disaster of a love triangle ends I will kindly excuse myself
Right behind you sis
Same same ^^
How does it end