
I am so done with this weak ass attempt at a redemption ark for Aki. I wanna go back to our main pair. Haru is too gone for this asshole, he deserves whatever the fuck baggage that comes. He's too fucking nice and weak to this kind of overly selfish, pushy... garbage. I keep reading hoping for whatever I don't know just Haru not giving Aki ANY of his time. It's not happening they're gonna end up together I can already see it, fuck this BS. I'm dipping til this fucking mess is over and complete and then come back just for our original main bae ship.

I'm truly confused why people like Aki. He's an absolute toxic person. I understand he's emotionally hurt, but the hurt people hurt people circle that is going on with this character development doesn't warrant an almighty forgiveness because Haruki happens to love him. Aki isn't evil, but he is a bad person. He knows what he's doing is emotionally destroying Haruki but has no problem doing so because he's focused on his needs only. That isn't someone you root for that's someone you stay clear of because they've given up on the idea of empathy. He doesn't need a redemption he needs to fuck off. Seriously what is wrong with people encouraging a plot where Haruki ends up with someone who had no problem emotionally abusing him for so long. Granted I should not be surprised with how often people on in yaoi fandom even route for a extreme like Killing Stalking's own damaged characters to fall in love when even the author herself find's fans' love for their union toxic as fuck.

I've probably came back and read this story more than 10 times already, and that's not an exaggeration. It's such a wonderful slice of life, especially with characters around my age who aren't teens (don't wanna admit I'm old but high school to me is also 10 years ago >.<). This heavy plot, the story-telling of past and present is so heart-wrenching and I'm always glad in the end that its a HE.

Why did I even come back here, fucking shame on me. Save yourself the trouble. This story only gets worse. It's also about to end soon, if you're looking for something to cleanse yourself after this shit show cause you're like me and you got tricked into believing this shit is good. Go read Heesu in class 2.
So it's another one of this. Thank you, next.