
i know it's easy to say you'd rather kys if you were in his position, but being a survivor all his life i imagine that concept just shatters everything he had worked for. i'd definitely want to survive, but i know i'm not strong enough to go decades living like a prostitute & a punching bag for something i didn't even do. kms could even be a last resort for an escape & revenge towards that fuck face. i guess the question is what are you living for?

This is actually really thought-provoking and I think you make some good points regarding Joo Hawon trying so hard to survive because he has worked so hard to be free for so long. it's hard for me to know what I would do in this situation, since I have never been in anything remotely close to this, but I would hope to be a fighter like Joo Hawon.

I think because MC grew numb to a lot of awful stuff, he blocked off a lot of emotions and doesn’t find most stuff disturbing enough for him. I mean, he is in a constant state of flight or fight, so he doesn’t have time to process or feel emotions, which is keeping him alive. If he were to sit down, do nothing and think then yeah… it can get bad.
On top of that, he has a childhood friend he cares deeply about, so that’s another reason why he is still alive and trying to get a better life.

did this bitch just laugh at the pope for believing a rumor that sounds more legitimate than the rumor about the pope being a slut? the AUDACITY (︶︿︶)=凸

Yeah later on Otto’s older brother basically goes after all the pedos as they are legitimate heretics.
His brother is tyrannical about things but he is devout about his religion not getting tainted by people who want to do things “in the name of their god” by being creeps pedos homophobic or sexist.

jasper/kasper whatever his name is, for someone of his status he has absolutely no influence nor does he ever try to utilize it. every frickn chapter is about omega this omega that. there's so much discrimination & he doesn't do shit to protect the mc. all he did was force him to "out" him as an omega & caused him to get bullied & attempted gangraped. why don't you grow some balls kasper & protect him? & the mc has bad taste in men lmao

could anyone who has read the novel please spoil? & who killed mc's friend? was it really suicide? with the way the ml is manipulating the mc, i'm guessing it's him but how & why? is he a psychopath? & does he ever love the mc?

It is suicide.
The reason was he got SA-ed.
Woojin (ML) need to collect prove of some disgusting elites and their debauchery. That Taeshin is the sacrificial lamb for that. So yeah, ML is a psychopath. He can't care about humanity or any living being dignity. ML can save Taeshin from that hellhole, but why should he? Anyway someone need to be put in that situation.
About, love. Idk. Depends on what is your description of it. For me it isn't love, but obsession. Because MC, (like any others cliche) is different from anyone.
anyone got links to raws