
listen. i dont read many rapey stories anymore, cuz they get too uncomfortable for me, given yknow. the rape.
this one (it sounds bad i know) doesn’t feel that way. like she was clearly wanting it, even when they showed the flashbacks and allat. still dunno if she faked sleep or anything. and then the fact that he was doing whatever he wanted, INCLUDING saying hes gonna fill her up w come only to piss instead? ugh i live. two of my favorite things ever, watersports and somno. even better that he wasnt apologetic about it idc. need more of this in my life
men topping and/or domming (in media!) are usually most tolerable in this context for me, where there’s an element of dubious consent, and at that point its mostly because of the dubcon, possible noncon. and the power play of it all of course.

Totally agree. This isn't rape lmao. I know a rape story when I see one..
She fcking smiled in one of the ending panels (can't remember what chapter) so she ain't asleep. And agree with the other commenter. She was showing her puss puss and was definitely tempting the man they were both attracted to each other...

pls i need her to be exactly like that to me too
this is the kinda couple i wanna be involved with im ngl. she can top/dom me but he will be ultimate sub to both of us. perfectly balanced :D
gah i also love the rules. thats dominance right there, so clever and making it work for her yuhhhhhhh. esp rule 1, mmm yea. show of ownership and allat, mmm yummmmmmmm

cant wait for season 2 hh
hell ye courtney, rewrite that first time! make use of the power you hold over him! seeing her fully realize her dominance has been such a treat and im so happy for her the smut this time was also much more tolerable, prob cuz richard behaved himself. ah i love this story a lot. cant wait for season 2, i wanna know what else the author has in store for them. theres gonna be some family drama ofc, but im curious abt social gatherings or situations. how would they come across? i wanna know… hmmmmmmm

im so bored of sex! specifically penetrative sex. vaginal, anal, “pegging”, idc im tired of it! courtney im suffering through porn for you, pls deliver your dominance to my waiting arms
from what i know of first times this is p realistic, which puts me off having any kind of penetrative sex ever. i mean, alongside my whole aspec thing i have going on aha.

cuz i’m a whump fan too, not even gonna front. watching characters endure hell and then get loved on later is my fav type of angst, no shame. so having read this after the spoilers i’d seen it rlly doesn’t hold a candle to what ppl described, like i was expecting it to drag out a little more yknow? really run into those emotional landmines, cause some character regression that’s only overcome through lots of love and support.
on the other hand i can see why the ppl adapting the novel wouldn’t want to drag that out for too long. maybe it’s just me but the physical and emotional violence would be a complete tonal shift from the rest of the story. yeah there’s been a lot of emotional torment and some offscreen violence but having to bring that to the forefront for this arc wouldve maybe made the story a biiiit too dark. i do think they couldve found a nice middle ground but well. what can ya do.
i don’t like that >:( i hope she finds out so you wise up and behave yourself, dummy. feels like he's playing her courtney pls don’t let his face distract you! put him in his place! thwart his plans!
She kinda plays w him too