With some fetish developing from a trauma response. I almost broke down crying when Enraku said the reason behind his request. The feeling you are aware that it is fucked up and harms you, but how it is associated with your own pleasure just fucks me up. I feel so sad for him, for the both of us. LOL.
I like the explanation of the complexity between the two tops. I'm so done with "poly" "3p" tops who are always arguing. Well, Enraku and Shiki are still arguing but there's the constant underlying tone that you know they care for each other. That's why they can share Atsushi haha.
Like for real. That terrified me sm lol
I mean like the chapter itself WITHIN the manga. I saw the chapter title but that doesn't exactly say what one should be worried about. If blood or something. Cause idk clearly the author knows what's twisted on the Uke's desire to be desired and how he coped from that.
Ehrm. Anyways. I'm sorry, just a personal preference. I do accept the direction, but that's a little jarring and triggering haha. Example of what I mean would be Love Murder and Basketball. First page explicitly states what's wrong in the story. Something like that.








But maybe, there are better things out there haha. Who knows, maybe I'll meet my poly to LMFAO