
That rape? It was so out of character! The seme seemed more like the type to disappear, or smth. Sorry, but it was jarring bc it was such an unnatural flow! He goes from "I watch him softly, love him quietly, be the best friend because he means the world to me"... to "yeah, hate me, im a bad boy *rapes." Wtf.

Jeebus, I usually read all yaoi not judging, but this one rubbed all the wrong spots. The art is great, the seme however is whole grain sh*t. How? When did he come to love his brother? When he saw the blood? The pain? Bc the ukes personality is at a permanent 2%
It probably irks me bc the MCs have serious mental problems but the author didn't... mean it that way? "Love solves everything" but is clearly didnt? The sex solved everything. Harada's Color Recipe is actually pretty similar to this, but fully embracing the crazy.

I would like to petition a new yaoi trope "ukes that get violent after being raped". Grab that smiling asshole by the hair and smash his smile into the sink. Pls, it would really help me deal with the bloody aftermath.
"Hoho I have your housekey, lawl, SMOOCH" *gutpunch. These small things would make me happy.
(Please note I do not mean violent ukes. The ones who are "tsunedere" and just beat up someone bc they made them blush, etc. No. I mean, violence for violence, let's go.)
Is there a button where I can dislike this more??
Ch.4, the fucking rapist didn't even apologize properly. I like some rape in yaoi, but not this! when its trying to be so realistic, but unnecessary, and completely out of the blue!!
I know if my best friend of 10 years confessed to me and raped me synonymously (specifically so that it hurt too, what a cunt), and then fucked off KNOWING I had no one to lean on after this huge fucking trauma, I would be a mess. This seme loser has many a loose screw and a few red flags. Apologize properly, u fucking maniac, and then fuck off to a deserted island with your selfish, selfish kookoo brain.
This poor uke is probably going to end up begging him to return bc he's never been without him, and the seme is going to be all "no u misunderstand, how can u love me, boohoo" and miraculously the uke actually will because "love(☆▽☆)" is stronger than his acts of barbaric cruelty and lifetime trauma. And then they will have a loving sex scene where the seme will be "unable to hold back" (we know, u monster) and they will come in unison, and maybe they'll do some lovey SL if the author remembers that that was their main premise.
Ahh. Rant over. I did one when ch.3 came out too. This has been nice, thanks and ciao.