
Aaaand that's the end of the story :') Finished it in one night sksksk

i'm envious that he has someone like that by his side. someone that try to understand and trying to help, able to loving him while he hates himself, encouraging and comfort him and stay by his side nd never gave up no matter what. for me i don't reallyy have anyone like that. i have family that are kinda toxic but i do have some of that they do love me but they dont really understand my mental illnesses. and i have a few friends that is still sticking by my side even tho i dont often interact with them.
even tho the way the seme did things to the uke was too much at the beginning tho.. but later on he became a bit better and knowing what he has to do.
but man the ''eating is easy'' really triggered me cuz when i first noticed my depression i also tried to starve myself so that i ould slowly die but it didnt work out cuz my friend came after i was not in contact with anyone for months so she made me go see a doctor and get a psychiatrist ... i was on a lot of antidepressants. had to take them in the morning and before going to sleep
i hope you will have a healthy christmas and enjoy your time with your loved ones

it wasnt all that bad compared to others but then again my psychologist told me to not compare myself tho other people and to not care too much about what other think of feel TT^TT.. come to think of it ... i also often stop taking medication without letting anyone know ... and my psychiatrist kept nagging TT^TT... i just dont like medications ... it didnt really help much ... it only helped me sleep at times...but i'm lucky i never had to go to mental hospitals tho...i'm always so scared when people tell other people about their experience at a mental hospitals TT^TT ... i feel sorry for terry .... everything about this story was so painful till he found happiness TTwTT... i wonder what true happiness is ???
Don't read it if you don't like rape scenes. They already put up the "non consensual sex" warning notice beforehand ugh
Lmao and they still read it and gonna complain like seriously
Ikrrrr these dumbasses smh