
i hate most of the characters but the ones I hate the most is that blonde bitch and Xiao Jian. like i felt sympathy for him because of his anorexia, but then he started sexually molesting our poor chef???!!!! then he tries to cry his way back to him after he attempted to rape him, but STILL continued to manipulate him for his body. on top of that he's a fucking asshole. what an undeserving piece of shit. this mf then has the nerve to go back to his ex-gf after she treated him like shit even though he's been taken care of this entire time. she don't even geniunely like you lmao!!! how dare you compare your beneficiary, victim, and someone, who despite all the fucked up shit you've done to them, said they liked you to someone who scratches off your mf lottery tickets. absolutely disgusting. I don't even need to say a THING for the blonde bitch, but i will. She fucks up this dude's psyche, cheats on him simply because he's overweight, and then talks shit about him. now all of a sudden it's "how could you leave me for that" and "how is he better than me". it's karma bitch. idek why i'm reading this shit anymore. all the characters' mental illness feels like it's rubbing off on me.

lancel was always kinda contradictory with his mistreatment towards anisa. i thought it was just bc he was playing hard to get due to his master dying and him blaming it on anisa, but deep down, he wanted to cherish her (or something like that lmao). but if he was cursed or brainwashed, that somehow makes more sense.

that blonde dude is so mf annoying. i rlly wonder if i'll ever stop hating him. and for the black haired ml, all i feel is indifference. i don't give even a single fuck abt him, he's just uninteresting so far. the mls are so boring and/or irritating that i can't even remember their names and it's agitating how they won't leave her alone but this IS a romance ig. i personally don't want her with anybody; but since she HAS to be with someone i would rather her get with the brown haired boy. or she can get with the maid lmao idc
i heard the word “father” out loud they might as well have put it in bold