Um. Can anyone explain to me what just happened? In the second story?
Basically to sum it up quickly,,, the model for the painter was attracted to the painter and would dream of certain sexual fantasies. Not sure what happened to make the painter snap like that because I sorta skimmed it lol. But the painter goes into a sort of hysteric state and ends up raping the model. The next day, possibly from guilt or hysteria, the model stabs himself in the eye with his paintbrush thus putting him in a coma. And the painter apparently raped the model to be able to paint him better but by the end you can see that the figure he painted looked grotesque and creepy because he the image he got of the model was during rape
Oh. That makes more sense. I thought that the painting was of the painter... Since it didn't have eyes, and the painter tried committing suicide by stabbing himself in the eye... And I was really confused about the significance of the paint on his face.
Oh yeah, the paint varying on his face confused me too because it just resembled odd things like blood haha. And I think when he stabbed himself in the eye, he was attempting suicide but like I said, I skimmed through it so my explanation probably isn't exact ╮(￣▽￣)╭
This is so GOOD! It's BDSM, but one would expect it to be dark, bit is light, but then it's SUPER DARK AT THE SAME TIME!! I'VE NEVER READ ANYTHING AS WONDERFUL AS THIS!!
Chapter 5 was such a disappointment. Once it goes to the extent of cheating, of rather prefer to see the seme suffer a LOT before the uke across him back. Better yet, the uke shouldn't accept him at all.
I love this sooooooo much. It's realistic. You can actually feel that the seme loves the uke. You don't find many stuff like this!
Wish the last one continues. Where noone dies. Not into that shit; death yaoi make me so sad.