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His name is Kyros and Hein is his blonde friend I think
But I got your point and I agree lol

oh sorry i got it mixed up

It happens

you hit the spot!!

i agree to this one!

I 100% agree with you. Let’s say you are walking and you see a person sitting down with their head on the table. Two people would look at it and could think, maybe that person is stressed, tired, sad, frustrated, or just sleeping. You never really know how the person is doing just from looking at them until you ask them about it. But in this case, Senianna doesn’t want to talk about it.

Her family members are not professional therapists who would know how to help Senianna with her depression.

i think the family really did tried to approach her, the grandfather even enrolled her to the culinary school to help her.. his brother also wanted to be close to him but si repulsive.. if she really hate how she was treated by the evil bitch she should have done something to stop it.. she had the authority to do so, she has the resources to make that bitch kneel before her, but she did not use it all for her advantage.. she just accepted it like its my fate so sesera sera.. its her fault why she was treated like that actually.. if you want others respect, then you must show respect to your own self first.. never allow anyone to pull you down!! fight and struggle to survive.. but instead she was stubborn.. in the end, the reincarnated senianna just fought back with her little courage and fear, but she stood up to them.. and what's more frustrating is, the solution to all her suffering is too easy.. like what the reincarnated senianna did, she only reported evil bitch to the grandfather and they investigated.. if she had done the same thing before she wouldn't suffer..

Here’s my deal, that doesn’t make it her fault either. We know by the way her brother asked if she knew why her future step mom was mistreating her that they were aware something was wrong. I don’t know if you have ever dealt with mental health and I’m not going to assume you haven’t, but as a person who has dealt with abuse, mental health, and knows others who have as well, it sounds as if you’re blaming her? When you are being abused, especially as brutally as Senianna was, and your family isn’t helping you nor speaking to you, you’d be terrified too. She had no idea how much her family liked or dislike Floretta or whatever her name is, she just knew they weren’t helping her and for almost every abuse victim, it’s near impossible to tell anyone, especially people you think may not even believe you. Many abuse victims get bitter and lash out in fear. They cannot trust anyone who seems the slightest bit suspicious when they feel like they will get beaten by anyone who comes close. Sorry for the rant, this is just personal for me

I’m sorry for that I didn’t talk too deep into Senianna not wanting to talk to other people and if I offended you. I am not blaming her for not being able to to talk, she has her own reasons that makes it difficult for her to be able to do it. What I meant was that everyone thinks differently of the other person. Because they don’t have a close bond, they only have their assumptions to depend on.

For me, I often read other people’s personalities and facial expression a lot. I always assume what the person would be like based off on their expression on their face especially when you don’t know much of the other person that leads you to depend on their gesture, body language and expression to determine their personality. And especially if there is trauma with people in the past. The negative memories overpowers the positive memories in you, which makes it hard to let go and eventually haunts you in situations similar to it whether with people that never hurt you or people that didn’t hurt you. To protect yourself, you depend on yourself because that is the only options where you wouldn’t get hurt.

You can I didn’t mean to offend you sorry, I understand about her mental health and abuse.

I also think that the brothers and the grandfather still thinks about her. And I don’t think they ever hurt her or mean to hurt her. And that she never meant to hurt them. I think it was a miscommunication of assumptions that lead them to think that way. This is my theory but I could be wrong.

That kind of logic works if you are a stranger, but she is their family for fuck sake, you don't need to be a therapist to reach out when your family member committed suicide, people might have no idea if someone is depressed cause the sign isn't clear but if they attempted suicide multiple times it would ring a bell no matter how uneducated they are in mental health issue, but no they ignored it cause she is useless. She may act like a brat, but she is just a child, the adult are the one who should tried to understand.

Do you know why a victim of abuse, whether physically or sexually never speak up? they are afraid and terrified no body believes in them and it only make things worse for them, and they also ashamed, though they are a victim they wouldn't left unscathed by society, victim blaming is real and more disgusting especially in today world where people could hide behind a mask called social media and say whatever they want without repercussion.

i think you are misunderstanding us, we are not blaming her for her mental disorders, or if we dont understand her.. its just we all have different perspective thus we end up having different theories and conclusions, to defend our views, this is because before everything that happened, she was never treated badly by the family.. only after that stepmom (fiance of father) came that she was treated unfairly.. the family did constantly approach her, like her grandpa sending her to culinary school, for her to provide a chance to prove to others that their views of her is wrong, or her brothers wanting to be close to her.. but she end up refusing everyone.. as what is described by the reincarnated senianna, the original senianna is stubborn and highly proud.. so instead of accepting help she would always want to commit suicide to keep her pride.. you can reread the whole available chapters, read it open-mindedly and from a different perspective than the one you used to have.. I too am doing that, when it comes to reading.. and you will be amazed that the same story will never be the same when you read it twice or more from different perspective..

and yes, I too am a victim of depression.. I was once like her, I was not fine but i was stubborn and proud.. I constantly refused help and love from the people who cares from.. in the end all my suffering I blamed it to others.. I hurt myself, I cut my wrist, I hanged myself.. isolate from others, seeing from family disheartened and frustrated unable to help me, I interpret it as, you not happy I didn't died right?.. so everytime they reach out, i hurt myself to see them frustrated.. but one day they stopped.. they dont care about me.. thats what i thought, but they do thought that if they stop from pestering me i would stop hurting myself, so they distance themselves from me.. they do it for my sake.. so when I almost lost everything and everyone around me thats when I realized it was all my fault from the start.. All i needed to do is reach my hand out to them and talk.. and receive help that i needed.. and mostly, i did change how i see the world and myself.. if you want change, be the first one to do the action.. life is unfair, so i need to struggle and fight.. i needed to be strong, i needed to be happy but in order to that, i needed to help myself first in healing.. that's why right now I'm happy and free..

No problem and you didn’t offend me, honestly it probably should have been a reply directed at the whole thread, I just wanted to make sure y’all don’t decide it was her fault or do so with a different reason. I agree that her family cannot be psychic, I just still find it odd and honestly unsettling that they were to any extent aware that something was happening to her and did nothing

I apologize for offending you. But I want to let you know that I do understand about mental health because I am was one of those people who masked themselves, experience mental abuse, trauma, depression, and anxiety. But I don’t want to talk about it, I have my reasons. I don’t want to use this as an excuse to be pitied on. I don’t want it to be a solution to be forgiven. Sorry, again. I do agree with most of your points in mental health.

ALSO, YOU DON’T JUST TAKE SOMEONE ELSE’S KID TO GIFT TO YOUR LOVER. LIKE WTF. IF I WAS THERE, I WOULD’VE FCKING SLAPPED THAT BASTARD AND JUST SMACK TALKED HIM FOR BEING SUCH A SCUMBAG. ALSO, WHY IS THE LEGAL WIFE FCKING BARRED FROM LEAVING HER PALACE BUT THE LOVER IS ALLOWED TO ROAM FREELY?! LIKE WTF.

exactly!!!

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i think i saw someone say that the emperor force the queen and his lover have sex just so the baby would look like the lover...and i also think i saw someone said the the lover use black magic...

but im not certain

shit he really is a fucking psycho!!!

OMFG SO THATS WHY THE BABY HAS BLONDE HAIR. THATS SO FCKING FCKED UP. I WANT TO SMASH HIS FACE IN. I’m dropping this btw, cause they’re focusing way too much on the mc’s love life when I just want to see these scumbags get slapped.

i hate how he takes everything form the queen and you can tell the concubine doesn’t care abt it
they’re both such shitty guys

Cuz theyve been hunting illegal uploaders. Thats probably why

probably, there's nothing left there..

That's so deep :0

ok so if i understood this right, only the duke lost his memories. so like idk noT ONE PERSON SAW THE DUKE'S LOVER?? it's almost impossible to noT be seen in those 9 months that she was pregnant unless they had to separate due to circumstances, but again, he IS the duke with a lot of power so i hardly think he's going to let anything mess with them, so it just doesn't make sense ??

no shit sherlock.

im quite surprised (⊙…⊙ )

the mom is dead already ?! *sad ! where did you read it !??

thanks, oh that last sentence hits me hard. so sad T-T

no everyone who also know them will lost their memories.. like they didn't exist during that timeline..

yes she's dead.. I dont know what caused but I think the count, king, and someone from that holy land (that place where the poison used on the prince came from) has something do with what happened to the FL and the mother..

I only read the spoilers too.. I haven't read the novel..

Do you mean at the very end they visit her grave?

yes