This whole situation is very complicated. I really hate victim blaming and please tell me if I'm saying something inappropriated but I feel like Suha, in this chapter, struggled to say "no" to Jiwoon. Not only in words but in actions too, so it was misleading. Jiwoon, as drugged, messy and without filters (I mean, he even asked Suha to tell him he's a good boy lol) as he was, couldn't see these details, his partner's hesitance. If we, as readers, didn't know what happened to Suha we'd maybe struggle a bit to understand if he was refusing sex or any new position or if he's afraid of the drug effect or anything. I mean, Jiwoon (even though he was so high and horny kfgnjgn) could understand Suha's words and since Suha had never refused him, Jiwoon kept on going, he was so used of having sex with his lover... I just feel like if Suha had said an assertive "NO!" completely, Jiwoon wouldn't force him at all. (reminder: this is a bl world)
Now, Suha tends to put himself on self-deprecating situations and he's done it many times with red hair douchebag who traumatised him. I don't know why, but he seems to give in to pain... he was clearly not comfortable with having sex with an unwell person and after all that horrible situation he went through, he was totally not in the mood but *he said* "you can do whatever you want" to a very dizzy Jiwoon so he let him, the person who rlly loves him and doesn't want to hurt him at all, "take advantage" of him. Director Park can seem a bit possessive but in fact I think he provides a healthy relationship... he can be jealous/possesive, yes, but in normal amounts... like any person who falls in love for the first time. This whole situation was just really bad to both Suha and Jiwoon imo...
well in suha’s mind he thinks that it is his fault why director park was drugged and was in that kind of situation, so i think this is what led him to say “you can do whatever you want” to somehow pay the price of director being drugged, ykwim?
Aaah sure everything must the mom's fault. I could barely read this chapter bc I just don't care, not even a little bit
oh my god - they're so similar I thought it was Seung-chan fkmdkfjndjjjj
I love this seme... he's so humble :( I don't think he notices how incredible he is.
And I love the uke's energy, he's awesome!!! Both of them are so sweet...
of course they have their flaws... but still I think they're interesting because of that too
This last chapter hurt me. I can't even talk about it rn jkdnfjksdn I .HATE. seeing Nakyum like that. He doesn't deserve it. He really doesn't.
[spoiler] Nakyum calming Seungho down is something really precious to me. msdkmsdfjk AND Have you guys seen the way he reaches for Nakyum's headband? As if he wants to take it off?? Because NK is not a servant to him??? But right after Min mocks them and says NK is a lowborn? djsfshb (at least that was the way I interpreted it)
For some reason I love when they hug. It seems so comfortable as if they're meant to be. Both of them were so loving this chapter but especially Seungho...
In google translate the asshole asked him something like: you have a heart? And then he mentioned something about thousands of men. Not sure whether it is about the men he slept with or the men he killed
I was just thinking he was gonna hug him back before he got interrupted, but that was a nice interpretation >.<
yessss, hugging back is also so precious...!!! as he calmed down he hugged the painter, I love this scene so much... you can see him calming down by his breathing...
I felt bad reading all the chapters of this manhwa. I didn't think it was beautiful, I thought it was a heavy and sad story.
I liked the young couple relationship they had, it was fun and more refreshing. I wish I could have seen more of them being happy together. The toxic father made the uke's live unbearable, when he left him he even seemed even younger.
aaaaah it's been so long ince I've read a manga! I'm way too invested on manhwas but this manga in particular is so cute :') I rlly like this couple even tho everything happens quickly, they're so perfect together