ok, I agree with everyone that thinks jekjek's change is slow paced/not even happening, but lemme make a list of things he changed to ease my anger lol (please, help me):
1. now he cares when Dan gets hurt;
2. he moved cities because he cared - or at least thinks Dan is different from the others;
3. he goes see Dan's grandma;
4. he's fond of kissing now
5. he's... less violent towards Dan
6. he stopped going to the trainning to what he thinks it's the most important thing of his entire life - fighting - to resolve things with Dan.
7. now he looks at Dan's gift.
8. he read his letter and kept thinking about it. I bet he still has it
9. he feels his house is too big now
10. he can't fuck anyone else
11. I doesn't even WANT to fuck anyone else
12. he expects Dan to kiss him. also, he steals kisses when he wants now - that's sweet
13. he literally can't think of anything else but Dan
things he could be doing:
- apologizing
- stop screaming
- realize how much Dan is/was trying to be strong and capable
- just appreciate Dan a little more
- say No to sex when Dan is obviously really depressed/unhappy
- make Dan his lover. the "whore" status just fucks with Dan's head and perception of himself
- stop trying to put him down
I think this new chapter is the saddest one yet of this season. I think I could hear Dan's heart shattering in more pieces, he's lost hope. He looks so sad, our boy is making himself a prostitute for the guy he likes.
Jaegeng can't deny sex with Dan, why....... man, please just go after whores... it'd be less painful






Dan is looking angelic~ Even sick and depressed he looks like an angel. I know people are frustrated with him, but we gotta understand that he's really really sick, and he doesn't have any support. I don't know how jekjek stops himself from hugging Dan every 5 minutes.
And jekjek has a heart! voilà <3 Yeah, he's afraid Dan dies (?!) and not be with him. Really jekjek is really a piece shit, of course, but this time he's struggling. Like, he's worried about his fight AND worried about Dan. If he gives up this fight to be with Dan I'm gonna scream