
Not a typical manga at all, the lead characters are both morally grey for many reasons.
FL went through literal trauma. She married as a teen and dreamt of a pure and passionate love, yet during her first time she had to endure rough BDSM that she had no idea about, she said no multiple times and her husband kept going - she literally ended up getting raped and disassociating (from what I interpreted) during her first night. Imagine how traumatising it mustāve been for her innocent mind at the time.
Then she had to endure years of BDSM she doesnāt want to do, all while losing the only singular support system she had - which is the ML.
Trauma changes people. Yes she starts going ācrazyā, but I felt it was a relevant response to everything sheās endured by herselfā¦she had no one (apart from the one maid ig?)
FL has a hard time opening up her heart now due to the trauma, so she canāt āadmitā she ālovesā ML, but she feels good with him and goes with the flow in terms of that. I actually enjoyed the ending since itās quite realistic and shows sheās still healing from all the trauma.
ML is just hot. lol. Yea he killed everyone in the end but I actually liked that LOOOL.
Heās willing to do anything for FL to protect and care for her, go into the deepest pits of hell all for FL. Also clearly ML has stronger seeds as FL fell pregnant with him when she couldnāt with her husband⦠the husband is shooting blanks AND can only get it up with BDSM? Yikes!
Although Iām NGL the cover sort of suggested to me that the husband would be kissing her feet eventually. I thought in the carriage when he was explaining his childhood to her and apologising, that was when the story would change and both brothers would be on their knees for her or something⦠so the fact that he didnāt change until the end made me feel that his death was fully justified⦠same with the father⦠guess the apple doesnāt fall far from the tree ( ̄ā ̄")
Chapter 87 sure was something
But considering how the blonde guy is literally the only one on the cover and kept being portrayed as the main one consistently through the story , it was kinda obvious heād (probably) be the main guy. Iām still hoping for a harem in the end with blonde, kitty and acid guy⦠but I also rly like the relationship between the blonde & MC (ā°Ėā”Ėā°)
The eye appearing in the sky genuinely triggered something in me and usually Iām not startled from manga / manhwas etc. Something about looking out a window towards the sky and seeing a singular eye staring at you is immensely creepy.