
Everyone start to saying that this story is frustrating bcs they lack of communication blabla. I just wanna say this. This is what is like to be dating/marrying someone with mental illnesses. It's frustrating. We have so much to think yet so little to talk. We choose to not tell. All the what ifs, all the dark thought, all the anxiety. Communication is not the only way, there's still understanding. There's still trusting. There's still comfort. There's so many things we need to achieved before going into communication. Or things would just become a small talk or just morning rambling. It's hard.

And I love how we're going to look into how she's starting to feel comfort around someone, starting to feel good about herself rather than blaming herself, you know, it's not massive development, but we're going there, slowly, steadily. Oh she might go into her repressed self in the nearest event later, but don't worry, she'll get on her own feet again.

Yes if someone 'close' to me suddenly saying that it's not my bussiness to ask something that 'supposedly' to be my bussiness bcs that person broke their promises and make me wait and didn't reply at all, and replaying old moments when I feel like I'm the only proactive in the relationship?? dude I'll be crying while go home too. And even worse than dongho I would never ask something as brave as what he said to jaehwan. I would probably standing there with all the overthinking, and end up distancing my self a bit while selfishly thinking that I'm not really worth to fight for so it would be better if I just be happy by my self, while thinking that they wouldn't love as much as me to them, and wholeheartedly avoid the problem which is /communication/
I'm crying reading this. Idk the fact that his love is not recognised bcs of his lies really hurt my heart. I can feel his desperation, yet I also understand that's his fault for joking all the time. Really just don't play with your love guys. Just don't.
Yeah that left me sour too, it's so sad. I'm happy he recognized he was telling the truth.