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Details - The uke and seme share a bickering kinda friendship. One day when they were alone uke (directly, indirectly) confessed that he likes men. Seme is shocked but he also understands him. Noone other than seme knows in their class. They studies in same class
Later in the manga seme had to move to a different city, town but he promises uke that he'll return and wait for him. Seme after moving to a different city had a second thought and got scared of society. He then marries a woman to live a "normal" life. He never contacted uke (who remains unknown that seme is married now) but deep down seme regrets it everyday.
Unknown to the fact, uke never goes into another relationship. He continues waiting for seme but years have passed so he decided to go to the city, town seme is in and searches for him. Somehow he stumbled with semes wife who learns uke is friends with seme. So she invites him over to dinner without telling seme. Seme after work arrives home. while his wife is preparing their dinner doorbell rang. Seme went to open the door and is shocked to see uke at the doorstep. His wife tells she invited him for dinner. Seme excuses himself saying he wants to catch up and buy some ingredients to his wife he leaves with uke and outside he reminded of the past. He apologize profusely to uke. He tells him he got scared. Uke who is heartbroken puts on a smile
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2024-05-06 20:23 marked

honestly if u didnt grow up poor u will NEVER understand how hard it is to accept anything from anyone! when u are so used to working so hard to get the smallest things in life its not easy to feel "comfortable/dependent" on someone else. even if u know that person loves u its just so hard, sometimes impossible. but mc is trying & willing to learn (couldnt be me lol). some of us dont even get to admit feeling something even to ourselves because we simply cant "afford it" we got so used to worrying about big depressing stuff that we dont make room for the "joys" of life, so when we come across them we dont know how to deal with them. mc is like that.
So yeah if u hate on him or think he is too much, ure most likely a self centered privileged person who has never experienced the struggles of social status.
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2024-02-27 09:58 marked

Girl move on already! Arthur said he don’t want you no moooore. She’s delulu to think she can take Orthez’s position. I wonder what was it that Arthur’s nanny gave her that made her cry, and also more context on that conversation they had in that chapter. Anyways, go team orthez! (≧∀≦) if Igraine keeps pissing you off again why don’t you headbutt her next lol
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2024-02-03 21:26 marked

***Either JH rang the doorbell or the fucking stalker knows the code to their gate***
YO wakes up in his own bed the next morning. Alone. Probably with a hangover, if the way he scrunches his face is anything to by.
Outside, it's pouring.
He steps into the kitchen to sip some water and finds the bouquet on the dining table, reminding him of JH collecting his drunken ass off the street, a dream (he believes -_-) he's just woke up from.
He grabs the flowers and regards it. He doesn't know who they're from as he blacked out before he got the chance to check, and admits to only taking it as it resembles the one he received (from JH) some time ago. At that, YO dumps the flowers back onto the table, and chastises himself for his yet again pathetic behavior.
***
The downpour hasn't let up as YO drives himself to work. On the phone is his apologetic manager, who is currently under the weather. YO allays his guilt by stating he only has one appointment for the day anyway. He advises his manager to get some rest.
A loud noise disrupts their conversation, alarming them both. YO sees the imminent disaster through the windshield, swerves to the right, then steps on the brake. More loud noises follow.
***
In his new office, JH watches a news update on the Chairman of Haekang, his grandfather. The prosecutors will now proceed with the arrest warrant as testimonies have proven him guilty, guaranteeing his imprisonment.
The news move on to a 5-car pile-up by the mouth of a tunnel. Among the details of the accident springs YO's name, which has JH jumping out of his chair.
Tension spreads all over his body, his face a mask of alarm. He's frozen where he stands, but his secretary coming in snaps him out from his shock, and like a bat out of hell, JH leaves his office, leaving behind an inconvenienced secretary and what must have been an important appointment.
*
Heavy traffic impedes JH's progress. Frustration has him hunched against the steering wheel, his hands visibly shaking from the dread, worry, and paranoia that's been keeping him company.
With the trial over, he fears his vindictive grandfather may have orchestrated the incident in retaliation. White-knuckling the steering wheel, JH repents for involving YO in his quest for retribution.
*
What little progress he's made turns into another obstacle as JH is greeted with a closed road. He jumps out of his car and crosses over, uncaring of the rain and the guard yelling after him.
JH reaches the accident scene, his shirt drenched, and hair disheleved. He twists his neck left and right as he frantically calls out for YO. Relief is found as JH finally spots him standing a few paces away.
*
YO is on the phone, reporting his condition. He cuts the phone call short when his eyes land on an approaching JH.
JH cups his jaw as he asks YO if he's okay, and without waiting for an answer, proceeds to assess YO's condition, searching him all over for injuries. YO tells him to calm down and states the obvious: he's not hurt badly.
He asks what brought JH over, who responds by forcefully enveloping YO in his arms. The umbrella drops from YO's hands, subjecting him to the pelting rain.
Despite his fears ebbing away, JH's hands are still shaking as he cradles the back of YO's head, the other on YO's back. He expresses relief at having found YO safe. Having spent the whole drive with dark thoughts circling in his head, JH says he doesn't know how he managed to get to YO with the mental state he was in. YO is surprised at the admission, but doesn't say anything. He keeps his arms pinned to his sides and just lets JH hold him. His eyes start to soften as JH continues to ramble on, saying he knows he doesn't have the right to stand before YO, but this time, JH professes he no longer has the resolve to stay away*.
[END]
*I made a selfish decision by not writing "to let YO go" because I felt like he's done that already in chapter 78, and the past six months probably saw JH schooling himself in staying away, so...yeah. Hehehe. Sorry.
• I can't wait for the anti-spoiler readers to read chapter 80 in 2 weeks. T_T
• What about JH's father? Wasn't he implicated? :( I thought he was also doing some shit on the side...
• Le sigh. I kind of wanted to see JH laying YO on the bed. He's always doing it off-screen. If you're observant enough, you'd know that this isn't the first time he's done so.
• I hope Kwon doesn't fire the manager. T_T
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Holy, reminds me of shutlineee. But aren't we going to fast? We're not even...