At first I wasn't really into the relationship between Hee Soo and Taekyung. It felt unwarranted for a while because I truly didn't understand Hee Soo as a person yet. But once I reread chapters and realized I liked the fact we met adolescent him, older teen, young adult, and now adult him in season 2. We got to see the real life digression of his psyche. I loved the ending monologue that a child left with no one is a longing one. People over look how much neglect and abandonment can be a on child. Hee Soo lost his mother in a traumatic event that would have took his life as well while he was only roughly 4 to 6 years old. Then he's left in the useless hands of verbal and mentally neglecting people that used him for a cash grab. Then he clings to the first adult that ever actually "cared" about him.
Not realizing Taekyung himself was just trying to wash away his guilt and sins of consciously knowing his mother was to blame the entire time. Which is a twist I love because it makes even more sense why he was invested in this case. He wanted something/anything to prove his mother wasn't the culprit, but instead he got the answer he didn't want. His mother is an unapologetic murderer and he chose to avoid that door and decided to shut Hee Soo's instead. Which in my eyes makes him a coward (an understanding one cause I get it...it's his mother or this boy, most people will always pick their family) but that doesn't change the fact he finally broke Hee Soo.
Yes Hee Soo is damaged and needs mental help, but it's the first time I see past the "fake" suicide attempts as just a desperate child wanting to be loved. But Mr. Cha but way more then he could chew and just tried to spit out Hee Soo which is sad. He should have never allowed himself to be caught up with this child if he didn't know how to handle him.
As for Hee Soo it's a shame how damaged and lost he is. I'm not here to be 100% understanding because trauma should never acquaint to violence and assault, but I can't say I didn't see this coming. The moment he stabbed Taekyung I believe he not only killed a version of Mr. Cha loved but he killed that last hope he had for himself to be human. His starvation for love was pushed too far this time that sadly I don't see him coming back from this. Like Mr. Cha's mother said "can one truly be saved from abyss just cause of love". Hee Soo doesn't know love, his love is suffocating and lonely while Mr. Cha's is Guild ridden and scared.
This next season gonna be real toxic probably so I better prepare myself. ┗( T﹏T )┛
Wow, genuine just wow. This is so beautifully written and I really couldn't agree more. Yeah I can't help but feel Hee Soo stabbing Mc was much more then an action of violence, the author portrayed the degrading psyche so well until it bubbled up to an outburst of violence as a desperate attempt for Hee Soo to keep Mc. It's so layer and season 3 will definitely be diving into all the bs building up. Really will have to prep ourselves for the next season ToT
I really like how you wrote ur pov on both heesoo and taekyung, and both are definitely on point too. Because it kinda sad most people I see here are defending one sides and despise the other.
I knew he wasn't gonna remember squat about last night and even if he is lying the save face, it's the fact he blatantly just disrespected Dan's simple effort to being caring towards him by not only once again talking about his financial status but to just chuck the key ring like that really just shows how childish Jaekyung is. It's a sweet (pointless) gesture.
I know he isn't the worst of the worst ML I've read, but he absolutely pisses me off the most because I hate immature men that are over 20...he know how to speak you can easily use big boy words.
It isn't hard to be a bit cold without just breaking someone's spirit or heart. I gonna assume this attitude comes from past "trauma" but the lack of empathy he has for Dan is disheartening. It's such a chore to watch Dan be in love with him (even though I find his found affection for Jae stupid and too soon to be really love) at least he's just trying to be kind... that's it--Dan is just being kind and Jae is practically spewing venom at the mouth lol like relax dude. I get it...you didn't have hugs growing up lol
Sadly not only did Dan get to actually consent this time but technically Jaekyung was too intoxicated to be consenting himself. That man gonna wake up not remembering squat because if ONE damn drink got him like that... he's a lightweight from hell
Plus I'm just not feeling the spark between these two...like why does Dan actually like Jae? Just because he was nice to his grandma? Cause nothing else he's done was for Dan just cause he felt like it, there was always a catch or clause.
Any enjoy your rare good dick down Dan lol
I only could think that with the rape, he at least helped granma, didn't hit Dan (if I remember right), "cared" where he lives, and Dan still got money enough(?)... but I think it wouldn't be enough still :/ and it could be delulu from my side too
It's a bit delulu (but that's fine...we're all delulu at some point lol ) cause he definitely disrespected Dan for living in that condition (even though it's not his fault nor anyone's fault for being poor)
My god bro carrying around a damn elephant trunk lmao
Jesus...Ji-tae got poor Mi-eum's dick looking like extra shrimp size lol.
Between Ji-tae and Jaekyung from Jinx...they finna need to get social security numbers for the mini humans in their pants lol
Man listen the fact Jin can speak after that monstrous throat session is insane. Dude should sound like his voice box is grated sandpaper. (⊙…⊙ ) he a real pro lol I usually hate "force" anything in manhwa/mangas but the fact Jin allowed Matthew to have full control because it was best to let him just let the drugs run it's course makes me give him respect more than ever.
All I can say is Kim Dan you are a 30 year old man! 30! Jesus the author is writing him like he is just getting his feet wet in adulting. Talking bout Jaekyung has it worse than him?!
This the first time I agreed with Jaekyung...Dan is so "high" right now he don't even realize what he just said (⊙…⊙ ) 'Love'??? HA!
Also not sure why Jaekyung hasn't at least tried to understand that Dan is drugged. Not saying he can't get his "cake" but like dude...you know for a fact this ain't Dan at all I guess that would mean having empathy so ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Let's poison the damn man now! Lol man I didn't even mean to laugh Dan collapsing but like it's hilarious how much they (author) will do to make Dan a true apologist for every small thing Jae does but also just torture Dan for just wanting to drink a smoothie. Yes I get Jae is starving to death technically so I'm not hating him for being snappy but he's mean to Dan for everything he does. The man says he feels sorry for him Jaekyung's response "Get the f**k out), Dan just eats some food and laughs (pours soda all over him), he f**king breathes and Jae is ready to knock him out lmao.
Jesus Christ, it's almost impossible for me to have sympathy for Dan when he can't even just tell Jae to go F**k himself for treating him like hot garbage.
Eating my man Seo-An's cake like nothing! Woo-Won proving that he's more then pretty face and soft personality. My man dangerous in the bedroom lol he got no qualms doing what he must to make Seo-An happy, I'm so here for it ヾ(☆▽☆)
Chinatsu and Kasumi are so breath taking to look at. I absolutely love the art themed here for both of them. I wish the story was longer so I could bask in it more. Chinatsu took my breath away and I've seen very good looking manga men, but for what ever reason, he has the most romantic look to him. I loved his art style, hair, expressions, and clothing choice. Kasumi was beautiful, sweet with the kindest eyes, his words were the most captivating trait for him.
Can you tell how in love I am with them? Lol
Definitely one of my favorite shounen-ai in a long time (▰˘◡˘▰)