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That's why in one of earlier chapter Helio said he wanted to see medea sleep because she is always working

I miss Melissa ╥﹏╥

the haven't updated in a while and i feel like shit because you reminded me of that. ╥﹏╥

I'm sorry guys, let's all feel shit and miss Melissa together ╥﹏╥

I was wondering why I like the MC... Seems legit xD

It has a super fucking tragic ending. And it's going to be even more heartbreaking if you get spoiled earlier so please...don't do this to yourself ┗( T﹏T )┛

Whaaaat? Are u serious? Nooo (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ Sob a lot. :'(

tragic ending? please don't say something like that. For me it's the best ending I've ever read. full of hope and warm feeling that make me cry and sob and yeah I gonna reread it again.ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~

AIGHT DROP THE SPOILERS

Yes please

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it's open-ended, but implies a lot of hope for the good ending they wanted. no explicit romance (but a LOT of ship material for kdj and almost everyone else), just found family vibes except for a side couple. in the end, they all get to be together but only after 100000000000 yrs of heartbreak, tragedy, and sacrifice by pretty much everyone but especially for the three mcs :)

Yeah, it's very very sad. You'll cry for the last 160 chapters like your heart will burst. I personally haven't been able to stop crying by how tragic this is...I thought it would be a lighthearted fantasy manga but it has successfully made me super depressed. It is too sad and I wish I hadn't read it even though it's a masterpiece and full of awesome characters. I just...wish I didn't read it. ┗( T﹏T ) it broke something inside me.

Lol it could be your opinion but I don't see it as the best ending???? Are you being serious rn??? Where tf was hope and warm??? It was PAIN PAIN PAIN PAIN MORE PAIN SO MUCH HEARTBREAK PAIN PAIN AND A FUCKING OPEN ENDING AND NO DAMN CLOSURE. Fuck this novel and it's ending...everything from the subway was fucking BRUTAL. I fucking hate it how pathetically depressing it was...fuck that.

Well I think I'm gonna cry now

Sweetheart, I really mean it...I wouldn't say this. I don't cry at all no matter how many characters die, but this manga destroyed me. I'm not kidding. Even if I tell you, I was spoiled about a major plot twist, but let me tell you... it hurt 1000 times more and throughout the story I was preparing myself for it. But it still gutted me. If you still wish to know, I'll tell you...but fuck, I'm still crying right now. I cried for a week straight after finishing the novel. I'm tearing up rn

No I think I can save the hurting till that happen in manga....and thank you for this

Oh... To know that there is no happy ending, it makes me sad. Thanks for reply.. I don't know what will happen but I wish I could know that they will be happy.. I thought this one is like classic isekai mangas; yeah there is pain but mc gonna get power up and save the day bla bla bla. So for this reason, this one is unique? But it will make me very sad huh? ┗( T﹏T )┛

He will get power, and...then...ugh, I can't tell you. But I'll just say this, kdj is suicidal to the maximal degree. And you'll get used to it till a point but...ugh, I'll just say, please prepare your heart. This bastard is going to break it in a million pieces. And the ending won't bring any sort of closure but an emptiness that will never end. I wish I hadn't read it...I don't need this kinda sadness in my life. Kim dok ja, you stupid bastard. Fuck, I can't....fuck this novel. All of the happy and comedic moments will turn to rust and hurt like hell later so put your helmet on and read it you guys. I can't go through this again so imma head out and try to forget this manga exists. . ┗( T﹏T )┛ I'll never forgive the author for making this so painful unnecessarily, they gave hope and crushed it and then gave hope again and then crushed it even brutally and then left you hanging in the end...I wish someone told me pr warned me that this will break my heart and soul and I wouldn't have read it. It's beautiful novel and with AMAZING characters but it's too painful, I'm sorry.

The happy ending... you think you'll get it but then you'll realize that there are 160 chapters left and in those chapters, the author will brutally murder any hope of a happy ending and some scenes are SOOOOO painful to witness that I think I'll cry even if I remember them 200 years from now. It's THAT painful... it will hurt like hell, not just kim dok ja, but jonghyuk...fuck, I can't talk about this because there is not a single character that won't make you cry like hell. But this bastard kim dok ja, this stupid stupid bastard...I wish...
Fuck. I'm just saying, please don't get attached to him or think this isn't a tragedy because it is. Very very tragic one. It'll move you to tears that will never stop...at least that's how it is for me.

Suicidal? Oh no, this gonna break my heart. But even I know this, I wanna know what will happen. So thank you for trying prepare my heart to ending...

Yeah, it's not a happy ending. Not in a million years. This stupid bastard...will...just, hurt everyone so much and even that isn't the worst thing, the way....anyway, all the best. You can read the novel if you want. It's very nicely written and everything but....ugh, it'll hurt like hell

(since kdj's mental wellness has been spoiled already) i can see your point but i also think it still is hopeful and a pretty happy ending? i took the novel to be a metaphor for how someone struggling with mental illness and suicidal thoughts can feel like theyre not worth it or that they only hurt those they care about, but their loved ones willingly sacrifice their time, energy, and emotions (even if it hurts them) because they do love that someone and want to help them recover. and in the end they'll be worried for each other's wellbeing (esp since kdj is an extreme case with valid circumstances) but there will be no hard feelings. and i think it ends with the implication that kdj is starting to be that person in recovery and finally believing in their love. it's definitely extremely frustrating at points, but i think its more realistic that way?

Nah, it isn't hopeful in the least because even though he managed to fulfil his "destiny" it was his destiny that made him... you know, before he could actually have it. I get its realistic, but I still don't like it. He didn't need to...
That's too much suffering for someone only to end up...and what the rest of his companisi9nd went through, especially THOSE TWO.... only to do all that and to.... I'm sad as hell. There were just too much painful revelations with not a suitable closure. I get what they were going for but if this happened right after the subway, it would have hurt less since THAT would've been the only heartbreaking thing, but...whatever happened after that was just TOO much...unforgivable. I wish the Han River thing would've been the end with the whole KDJ yk? Fuck this shit, man. In the end he DIDN'T recover; he sacrificed himself anyway! He didn't get saved, he got....the point of reading this book was pointless because it never involved him finding a happy ending even though everything was "resolved" it was ultimately jonghyuk's freedom from regression but even that.. was too painful to witness and the cost and even himself...and THIS STUPID KDJ...I just WISHED...everything else aside, if the author hadn't left the end like that, if they had just confirmed, or even given ONE CHAPTER where they all went to han river FOR good this time and actually celebrated and the fireworks would be the last scene in the book...I wouldn't have said anything but this is too....I can't. The pain outweighs the hope aspect for me. Because he didn't get saved in the end, his deaf was just prolonged and the suffering that everyone else went through... it's too much.

All of that isn't a hopeful in the least...watching him make those decisions on his own without telling anyone...even at the end, that....his character didn't heal, he IMPLODED within himself by telling himself lies like this is for the best. No it wasn't. He should have....I can't. It's too sad. After everything, he didn't deserve that. I get that he might have returned but only if the author had written it that way instead or leaving it vague because this is something that is too important to leave to the reader. I just needed him to be THERE and tell us he was himself completely in his own words. This was too cruel.

Well now I'm scared. MANHWA ARTISTS I NOW GIVE YOU PERMISSION TO CHANGE THE ENDING

Maybe they change ending in here....maybe~

It's too late...but brave yourselves because this manhwa will definitely crush your soul into next week ┗( T﹏T )┛kim dokja is AN IDIOT!

Thank you for your concern kind shizu-chan and sorry that I feign ignorance to your caution. Now, I am in pain >_<

Would medea really risk her maid getting beaten up by her father? Although, I agree with you with the whole trap thing....I might just be hoping she did otherwise...yesh..good point btw

I'm positive she planned it all.

I'll assume the maid insisted on being a pawn? But one thing's certain, Lady Medea already calculated the pros and cons of the said "trap".

And also (if im not mistaken) why did the maid had the key in the first place? I think it was all an act to lure the duke from opening the locked drawer.

Hmmm..good point..I guess we will all know when the next update comes..can't wait for it.

Indeed, i thought she was too smart and strategic to leave anything to "luck" and in the first place why would u lock a drawer that's supposed to be empty and arouse suspicion? and surprisingly the key appeared right in front of him when he was looking for it.

yup, u put my thoughts into words

https://www.novelupdates.com/series/in-this-life-i-will-be-the-lord/

does it workkkk??

its only translated at chapter 3 thoo(￣∇￣")

huhuhu only has 3 chapters but thank you chubs! ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~