
this kind of past was theorized before and it makes a lot of sense - the disgust/fear of any weakness and the lack of empathy for kim dan. at the very beginning he is drawn to kim dan bc he sees him as weak and the way insecure people like jaekyung feel powerful is when dominating people like kim dan. he even sees his feelings for kim dan as a weakness and that's why he becomes so aggressive when he feels anything like that. honestly it's really on point with trauma/abuse and people saying "it's not an excuse" well duh! but it's an explanation and that's a hell of a lot more than what we get for other tops behaviour in other BLs that just gets put to the side and ignored so fr the jaekyung hate is weird atp stop being so pressed and political about this lmaoo. kim dan is the trigger for everything that jaekyung tried to suppress - it makes sense.
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