
I don’t get why female mc always fall for the same person who kills them in their previous life like if anything I would be utterly terrified of even seeing them ಠ_ಠ

Why do you think 99% of women don't leave abusive relationship? Because most of the time they love him, and have faith he'll change (in most cases I've encountered). For her it's the same. She was madly in love with him and him killing her didn't change that, although it did make her slightly paranoid.

Damn everyone is really toxic in this shit

That's completely untrue.
Compared to the other "wife of CEO" stories on here, this is the right kind of emotional drama. The MCs do have communication issues but they're sensible and have great development. Also, other rival characters, aside from (batshit) Wendy and Yan, aren't irredeemable maniacs.
Man really tried to kill him and still chose to be with him