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Something I’ve noticed a lot in the comments is the disconnect people have when it comes to Juheon’s actions and character, and the overprotection, so to speak, towards Dohu.

What I love most about this manga is how well-written the characters and their motivations feel, which isn’t always easy to achieve in BL, where the most “explosive” part of a story is often the gogogogo (and not that I don’t enjoy that too I’m a bit of a perv myself but a good plot is something we almost always lack).

Now, back to my point: Dohu is a great representation of someone on the spectrum. I think we’ve all realized that Dohu is autistic, and the way he feels emotions and acts are deeply connected. This doesn’t excuse his actions, because YES, Dohu did act wrongly by hiding his true motives. And while it’s clear he didn’t intend to start or even have a relationship with Juheon, it was something that we saw unfold and become a reality. That should’ve been the moment when Dohu was honest with him. Plus, in S2, his sister/friend (can recall) told him to be honest and explain his first motives to Juheon..

A lot of people have misunderstood something: what hurt Juheon the most wasn’t the fact that Dohu used him—it was the way he found out. And for someone carrying the kind of trauma Juheon has, that was catastrophic.
For someone who’s been through a traumatic experience, because let’s remember, Juheon doesn’t show who he really is, breaking down all the walls he had built was the core of Season 1. It helped us understand that Juheon is someone deeply sensitive when it comes to betrayal, and that’s exactly how he felt at the end of Season 2. And it was one of the worst kinds of betrayal, because it came from the person he loved and trusted the most.

The fact that he opened up and created such an intimate space, only to later discover that this person was using him for their own convenience (as he felt in that moment I’m not saying Dohu didn’t or doesn’t have feelings for him, my poor boy has been through hell), was like crashing into the same wall and having it collapse on top of you.

So I completely understand Juheon’s behavior up to this point, acting like he doesn’t know Dohu at work. Plus, given the nature of his job, it’s not in his best interest to stir up “drama” or misunderstandings. That could seriously affect him professionally.

Honestly, I just want them to talk and reconcile. They’re killing me. And sorry for the long comment

Omg this is so well written!! Juheon i understand you and your feelings are valid, but is Dohu just Kiss him and forgive him

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