
Why is no one talking about that one-panel flashback the senpai had after Motoki left him at the hospital? I thought it was eluding to the fact that the senpai got raped or something.
It was a hand in dark lighting followed up by a dialogue coming from the senpai saying it was "disgusting". I honestly think that's what happened and the reason for his sudden disappearance.

I hate Akihito cz he's inconsiderate, but then blames it solely to the other party for not communicating their discomfort. Sae should communicate, sure, but a person with two-cents for a brain would know not to do those things in the first place.
I also hate how Sae was the only one to apologize, making it seem like he's insecure when the source of his discomfort was valid.
They're on a get-away trip as lovers, so why tf would he make plans with other people as soon as they arrive? Girls, of all people. Considering his past, couldn't Akihito gauge the effect it would have on Sae, a fully gay man? Stupid and inconsiderate af. He had the nerve to derive joy from Sae's jealousy too likeeee that is NOT cute of you tf.
Sae's feelings and reactions are only a product of Akihito's actions. Why would people even defend him.

THIS HAS LONG BEEN COMPLETED BUT I CAME BACK AGAIN TO COMPLAIN ABOUT THE STRESS THIS MANHWA GAVE ME EARLIER THIS DAY WHEN I TRIED EXPLAINING THE PLOT TO A FRIEND OF MINE.
MY FRIEND AND I WERE SCROLLING THROUGH MY TT FYP WHEN AN EDIT OF THIS MANHWA CAME BY AND I BLURTED OUT THIS MANHWA WAS GOOD, THEN I EXPLAINED THE PLOT. I WASN'T THINKING WHEN I SAID IT BUT I SAID "OH THIS IS ABOUT PILGYEON AND NANMU. NANMU IS HIS DAD BTW". WE BOTH PAUSED. SO TRIED EXPLAINING HOW PILGYEON ISNT RELATED TO NANMU, HOW NANMU AND THEIR RELATIONSHIP WAS WHOLESOME BUT THAT PILGYEON WAS PSYCHOTIC AND OBSESSED WITH NANMU. NANMU ALSO NEVER FORCED HIM, BUT LIKE, IT'S THE OTHER WAY AROUND. AND THEN WE PAUSED AGAIN. I WAS IN TEARS AT THAT POINT CZ WHAT THE FUCCKKKK HAVE I BEEN READING. I THEN TRIED AGAIN AND EXPLAINED PILGYEON'S SITUATION ON WHY HE WAS SO ATTACHED TO NANMU, BUT THEN I HAD TO EXPLAIN NANMU'S SITUATION TOO. ON HOW HE SACRIFICED HIMSELF, HOW HE GOT RAPED, AND ON THE FACT THAT HE HAD TO GO THROUGH THAT FOR YEARS.
AND SO I LEARNED, THIS MANHWA IS GOOD BUT SHOULDN'T BE SAID OUT LOUD
that after-pregnancy glow hit him like a truck, how is he soooo pretty
Thought im the only one. Yea, he' so SO prettyyy