
Shige's insecurities would swallow all of him sooner or later if he doesn't get his shit together. Tatara was right about that but what's not right is meddling with your colleagues' relationship and pretending to be a good senior whilst having an ulterior motive. Protecting Shin my ass stop being delusional you just want to steal him away. Shige's already unstable as it is and the last thing he needs is someone like Tatara who makes him more anxious. What he needs is a real and deep talk with Shin not just the bits of his sentiments but all of it. Tell him what you really feel and what makes you feel that way. The problem here is Shige's afraid to show Shin his miserable side. Don't be afraid of showing him everything about you because he'll surely try his best to understand you no matter what because he loves you. Be kinder to yourself or else you will break. Being in the show business is mentally, emotionally, and physically tough so you should be protecting each other. It shouldn't be one-sided. That's how a relationship works.
the author's note at the end made me sad