Cyrl_a November 2, 2025 2:33 pm

If i pretend the reason uke is so fragile and sleeps like a log is because he's secretly drugged and he's actually prepped 24/7 and thats why seme can stick it around randomly the art style is good enough for me to ignore the fact that i don't like any of the story lol

Cyrl_a October 21, 2025 10:25 pm

I really like the story of the blind guy it feels weirdly affectionate and sweet for now.

Cyrl_a September 25, 2025 3:39 am

I believe there's a second timeline that we didn't see yet where ml tried to fix things but still failed and lost mc to the gun again.

    Tay slay September 26, 2025 2:29 am

    Is this based on the novel?

    Scum September 27, 2025 4:05 am

    He need to get rid of that damn gun you’d think he would’ve gotten rid of it the second time round

    room_904 September 27, 2025 11:03 pm
    Is this based on the novel? Tay slay

    yes it is, Anna's Archive has the English epub under the name "at the end of that memory"

    Tay slay September 28, 2025 4:19 am
    yes it is, Anna's Archive has the English epub under the name "at the end of that memory" room_904

    Oh I know it's based on a novel, I mean it like "us the comment based on your theory or the novel?" But I guess it would've just been easier to write that. Lol

    room_904 September 28, 2025 4:29 am
    Oh I know it's based on a novel, I mean it like "us the comment based on your theory or the novel?" But I guess it would've just been easier to write that. Lol Tay slay

    ah okay, that makes more sense. and from what I remember from the novel (tho I read it 2 years ago so my memory ain't that great) I'm pretty sure there was just the 2 timelines (the first one and the 2nd one) but I could be remembering wrong or they added more in a side story I didn't read.

    room_904 September 28, 2025 4:44 am

    If I am remembering wrong please kindly tell me what chapter(s) in the novel that other timeline is from so I can re-read it cuz I genuinely don't remember.

Cyrl_a September 23, 2025 1:07 pm

Imagine if this wasn't a classic rape bl but a proper bdsm themed consensual manhwa. How i would have adored that. If it was a teens messing up and making mistakes then meeting as adults and try again with better understanding of what works for their masochisic/sadistic desires. If he likes getting slapped sure but i don't want to see a cute guy getting beaten up and choked and just randomly get off to it and get extremely uncomfortable. I would rather stick to my men doing that as a play or session and enjoy it.

I bet this bitch ass seme won't even have a groveling arc

    juu September 23, 2025 8:04 pm

    damn fr, i completely agree with you... i really thought i would see another proper bdsm representation, but dang of course, some thinks bdsm comes with immoral fuckass top who thinks highly of himself and mistreat the bottom for idk what reason.. ergh

    Zephyr September 23, 2025 10:34 pm

    Definitely Agreed

Cyrl_a July 28, 2025 3:54 pm

I really think the character motives and their general logical common sense lacks to the point of this failing being parallel to reality as a piece of fiction. You need to be consistent to be able to convince readers. How the fuck does it make sense when mc accepts fucking a man out of blackmail and then suddenly blocks him and ignores him just because he can without even thinking of the pictures being spread and his social life going poof? Something that'll haunt him forever even after he graduates and starts looking for jobs? It would be more convincing if he went to the police and the police didn't offer help or was paid beforehand so he was actually helpless before giving himself away so easily? And what do you mean he's emotionally attached from being raped and spending literal two days together??

I really like reading psychological kidnap predator to lover type of stories and there's a bunch of this genre if ykyk but this really sucks lol. At least the art is super pretty. I wasn't surprised when I noticed it was the author from sadistic beauty side stories. I guess they have a chronic rape fetish.

    Not Your Friend July 29, 2025 6:39 am

    Yeah same. I was thinking the same like the inconsistency is disappointing. He’s supposed to have this tough resolve, it would have been much more interesting to see him exhaust all resources and realize there’s nothing he can do to get out of the arrangement. And to see it slowly eat away at him because he would be traumatized. Not that I want our boy to be hurt but this would’ve just been a more realistic approach

Cyrl_a July 21, 2025 8:33 am

They better get a happy ending

Cyrl_a July 13, 2025 9:48 am

Interesting concept bad composition i believe

Cyrl_a June 27, 2025 12:55 pm

It feels weird to confess i adore this form of literary and art production when i usually detest furries. I feel confused. Very.

Cyrl_a June 12, 2025 1:26 pm

It hits better after you know how well Akito is scared of losing Sana to her giving birth to their babies because his own mother died during his birth and it's his biggest trauma to be always feeling guilty and accepting pain all his life to perform normally because he thinks that is to only way to pay off his sin of killing his mother EVEN after everything they go through to change that perception he has. And at the same time Sana was abandoned as a newborn baby and she always grew up with a fear of abandonment+ losing her father in the anime(although it's different in the manga) and she said to her biological mother that she is grateful to be born because if she was aborted as an unwanted child she just wouldn't exist and that possibility scares her to the point of trembling. So she would never do that to her own child she is pregnant with but at the same time Akito just cannot stand the pain and triggered traumas being with Sana causes him after living with the guilt of 'killing' her mother in birth. Although it really didn't have to be this messy in writing, with Akito abandoning Sana and all. But I just assume that's because it's a crossover and more attention is on the both female leads rather than the other characters and that's also why Naozumi was just merely mentioned. Overall I would give the whole series a big 8/10 because it was so fun and emotionally engaging at the same time! (Except the fact that Sana is born out of her mother's relationship (?) with her uncle at age 12 which makes her give birth to Sana in a bathtub at age 13(excuse me what da actual fu-) and abandon her in a park and still claiming to have really loved and cherished Sana's father(greatuncle) and yet getting slapped for it by Sana's legal mother for abandoning a baby DESPITE being an assaulted and abused child herself)

Cyrl_a June 11, 2025 11:58 am

Not my cup of tea...

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