i’m so happy that official translation is being uploaded
the reason why novel readers are waiting for the hawaii chapter is not because the chapter is good. it’s because many things change after hawaii. wooyeon realises his feelings, how he’s very scared of losing inseob and hurting him. he rapes him in hawaii too but after seeing him crying and bleeding, wooyeon throws up and cries. then he tells all of his secrets to inseob. for wooyeon, seeing inseob breaking down and hurt is a huge trauma after that. he gets triggered a lot after hawaii. so he goes to therapy and takes medicine to fix himself. to be a normal boyfriend for inseob. more obsessed and in love btw. he even wants to give all his money and assets to inseob because he wants to tie inseob to himself. (bcs he says he can’t legally get married or impregnate him, that’s the only way)
as a novel reader, in my opinion it didn’t have to be 100 chapters for manga to come here for real they could do it in 40 chapters they made it too long and the story just begins?? lmao
ma’am if you’re not gonna match his freak, i volunteer
OMG THE OBSESSED PYSCHO TWINK TOP IS BACK LETS GOOOOO
does anyone have links for the novel pretty please??
SPOILER
wooyeon has NPD since he is a child, he can’t feel empathy towards people. but he doesn’t want to enjoy making inseob cry so he seeks therapy. especially after realising that he can feel fear of losing him. he tries to be normal for his sake, asking him what kind of bf does inseob want and act accordingly. he doesn’t even fvck him. his obsession is ofc on another level.
he wants to quit acting and leave with inseob, but inseob wants him to win an award so he doesn’t. then ofc inseob self sabotages and ruins everything. so wooyeon sends him back to usa until he is “fixed” but he can’t bear staying away from him too much so he breaks his own arm to quit acting and leaves korea for good. they live happily ever after in usa.
but beware of inseob’s stupidity. like this is on another level trust me.
SPOILER
wooten has NPD since he is a child, he can’t feel empathy towards people. but he doesn’t want to enjoy making inseob cry so he seeks therapy. especially after realising that he can feel fear of losing him. he tries to be normal for his sake, asking him what kind of bf does inseob want and act accordingly. he doesn’t even fvck him. his obsession is ofc on another level.
he wants to quit acting and leave with inseob, but inseob wants him to win an award so he doesn’t. then ofc inseob self sabotages and ruins everything. so wooyeon sends him back to usa until he is “fixed” but he can’t bear staying away from him too much so he breaks his own arm to quit acting and leaves korea for good. they live happily ever after in usa
i’m literally lost (in the clouds) it gives me anxiety
people who think hosik consented sungyeon: DRUNK PEOPLE CANNOT GIVE CONSENT. seme was sober and hosik was drunk, so this is why it was RAPE. also seme is obv manipulating hosik especially the first few years of marriage (and ofc before marriage) hosik loves him tho.
you dont have to find excuses for the seme. he’s a massive red flag, and it’s okay! it’s just a fantasy. as long as you can keep fantasy away from reality, who cares?
i really like this story a lot! especially seme’s obsession and love towards hosik. he’s possessive for no reason and i like reading it!
the side stories did NOT have any business to be this SAD. i cried my eyes out fr.
a theory: i think seungyeon remembers his past lives that’s why he is so obsessed with hosik the moment he meets him. in the second side story, he remembered the first life in which hosik died, and they both had some synopsis about their first lives in the main story in their dreams. so that’s my theory.
i love this story even tho ml is so manipulative and such a red flag. if you ignore the rapey part, the plot is good, art is good, they are so cute and fluffy!! i love this manwha a lot. i wish we could read more about how they actually fell in love.
1. Okay so they go to Hawaii for work. But Wooyeon is planning a romantic trip for both because Inseop never traveled before. He feels extremely jealous of a female assistant so when she brings some documents for him, he tells her to bring her room because he wants her to see Inseop naked in his room and understand the nature of their relationship.
2. Then he can’t find Inseop in his room after that. He panics and asks everyone (they are in lobby) and when he learns that documents consists of Inseop’s ID copy he freaks out thinking that Inseop left him. He fights everyone, then he hears an Asian man stabbed in front of the hotel. Thinking that it is Inseop he runs and try to see the body. Police almost arrests him for that. Then he looks for everyone barefoot and whole body covered in blood. After 4 hours he returns and finds Inseop waiting for him with a cake. Inseop saw his ID and learned that it is Wooyeon’s BD. Then he rapes brutally Inseop. But seeing him in pain makes him sick and he vomits. Then he starts to cry and begs Inseop to never leave. They confess each other.
3. After confession, Wooyeon thinks of the ways to tie Inseop to himself forever. He wants to impregnate him and marry him so he will never leave but since he can’t he decides to tell all his secrets with him, so that Inseop will feel more intimate with him and never leave after learning all of his secrets that nobody knows. He tells him that he has anti social personality disorder. That’s why he says his feelings are not the same with each other. (Wooyeon is extremely obsessed and Inseop is the only person he cares about) so he promises to never hurt him again (and anyone) and he will try to imitate normal people for Inseop. He really does btw.
4. Then they start dating. Wooyeon is extremely affectionate but Inseop acts really annoying like tf. He makes bad decisions. For example he gets stabbed by a stalker but decides not to go to hospital. He goes to company to see Wooyeon’s face. Wooyeon sees that and panics. Inseop almost dies from blood loss. Wooyeon cuts his own wrists and threatens doctors to take his blood for Inseop.
5. After Inseop recovers Wooyeon sends him to USA. Because he can’t stand seeing him hurt anymore. But since he can’t live without him he wants him to come back after six months. But in the first month he really can’t stand not seeing him and makes a car crash on purpose to cancel filming and go to USA to bring him back. He breaks his own arms in the process.
6. Wooyeon gets medicine for insomnia and counselling when Inseop was in USA. He can’t sleep without him and almost losing him made him go crazy. He has PTSD. Then after bringing him back he goes obsessed and possessive more and more. He thinks of ways to tie him to himself. So he decides to give all of his heritable and legacy to Inseop so he never leaves. He wants to quit acting but since Inseop said he liked actor Wooyeon he doesn’t. Because if he’s not an actor, he is nothing for Inseop. He thinks that’s his only value to continue relationship. Like he acts like a normal affectionate boyfriend (his mind is impure but he promised Inseop to be normal, but he is really so sick and twisted about Inseop. In a way he can’t breathe without him, he almost kills himself because he loves him too much) but Inseop is the weird one this time
Everything goes downhill from there in the last 30 chapters. They get happy ending tho. They have 373848 misunderstandings but they don’t solve any of them they just go on with their relationship after breaking up one time (wooyeon almost kills himself again)
i have finished reading the novel. i feel so violated. like tf was that?? and the problem wasn’t even wooyeon only. inseob is the most stupid character i’ve ever read in my life. like he’s so dumb fr. i really felt pity for him in manwha but in novel he just pissed me off. i had to skip his parts because he was so dumb. he’s 32 but his brain is like 5 year old. he makes decisions so as to not to bother wooyeon and the company, he hides things that should be hidden and causes more trouble for literally everyone?? im so done omg
what’s this story about? poor girl x rich guy stuff??
2000 * she/her
just a fujoshi, nothing less nothing more
JESUS WHEN WILL HE BECOME A RED FLAG??? we are waiting come on make him insane possessive obsessive freak!! i need him toxic