
I still have a bit of resentment towards madam yu. I feel like the only reason she didn't cut off wuxian's hand was the thing that the girl said about yumeng being a headquarter for wen clan that pissed her off and make her turn to punish that bitch instead. If that bitch hasn't said those words I feel like she would've went ahead to cut wuxian's hand

No that's not true. Even if she hated him she never would've gone that far, and even though she whipped him she assumed after doing that that Wensect whore will leave. Actually after getting whipped by Zidian on full force you can't get up at all for months, she didn't use full force on him coz just after getting whipped he's again back on his feet. So no, Madam Yu isn't as vicious as you think.

Qing-Jie even says later that she did in fact go easy on him. Hate her and the way she treated all her family but she could have done far worse to him than she actually did, she wouldn't have crippled him in any case because of how critical she was about all things pertaining to herself like the YunMeng Jiang Sect and her bio kids. Why damage someone she knew would give his all to protect his siblings. She despised him but knew and approved of his talent, ability and skill. She would have run him off a long time ago if she truly couldn't tolerate him. Besides, that whore was too full of herself and things would go her way and overplayed her hand.
Oh God!! The secondhand embarrassment is strong with this one