
I know I’m the biggest piece of shit for saying this but I honestly like Yul and pity him sm. Maybe cause he’s so pathetic, and I know he was just hypnotized. I’m glad blue hair is happy, but for some absolute terrible reason I pity Yul the most. I know if he did that stuff to me, I’d probably wrap my hands around his throat until he died, but seeing his pathetic pov makes me feel like he deserves to not be lonely. I also found myself demonizing the other characters in the story in order to feel like Yul and them are on the same level. I think this story may have taught me some unwanted things abt myself, but I really liked how the author showed blue hairs raw humanity and then stated how Yul put her on a pedestal, because when I saw her raw side I tried to demonize her and use that as some sort of ‘see, Yul isn’t that bad, she’s just hiding her bad side’ moment. Anyways good story good characters.

Penelope is one of the best FL I’ve ever seen. Her unforgiving and analyzing attitude, knowing when to be prideful and knowing when to beg, she’s truly such a nice change. Her character seems to surpass most novels ‘2D’ feeling y’a know? It feels so much more authentic relatable and real and my emotions are much stronger towards this novel, and I’m thriving off of her standing up for herself and Eclis. I absolutely adore this. One of the best.
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