Aicat_Lyoo's Things

I love someone and his name is star (in my country spelled different)
I always calls him my star and trying to get his attention.
He doesn't have girlfriend
But he's so cold to me, seriously.
Other people don't like me because of that and I know they talking about me behind my back.

But today, I saw him with some girl and he is so nice with her.
I thought "ah maybe he can be nice to me too"

But I'm wrong, when I try talking to him, his give me a cold tone answer.

I never bothering him
I never stalking him
I never do something rude or worse

I just call him star ( star in English). Thats it.

Should I give up and move on?
But, it's so hard to forget about my feeling.

I realized today that I need to stay away from him

I want to cry so hard now.

Today is my birthday.
like last year,, no one in my family, my friend who remember that
Even though theres notification in my social media about my birthday, no one who close to me even brother to say one or two word for me.
Its not like i want a gift.
I just want to them remember me.
Thats all.
Its funny because i share my feeling here in even though y all don't know me.

I want to organize my reading list with tags so it's easy to find them. Is it just me or is it not possible anymore?.... why can't I add new tags?

Why today image loading so slow when using multi pages.

I thought the problem is my internet.
But when i check, my internet speed is fine,
When i open YouTube or other, theres nothing wrong.

But when i read in mangango, the page is really reallllllyyyyy slow.

Yesterday is fine, but today why so slow?

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