I DONT FUCKING KNOW WHY BUT I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT SEUNGHOE AND NAK-BITCH KISSING AFTER ONE OF THEM PUT'S THEIR TOUNGE INSIDE THE OTHER'S ASSHOLE, HOME BOY IS IT NOT SALTY? DOES IT NOT TASTE LIKE COMPLETE SHIT? DO UKE'S EVEN TAKE A BIG FAT SHIT? AND WHEN THEY DO DOES EVERY LIL BIT INSIDE OF THEIR RECTUM CLEAN ENOUGH TO PUT YOUR TONGUE IN AND KISS YOUR MANS?









Ngl, this is the most closest realistic reaction to meeting their family's murder female lead i've ever read, she's traumatized to the fact that one day lupert is going to be a shit head murdering psycho, and ever since it happened to her first life, she has stuck to that belief.
her trauma of watching the people around her get killed one by one is a major factor that easily gets ignored by most reincarnation stories.
especially if she herself has experienced it first hand.
the memory is still fresh, and the wounds have obviously not properly healed, her interaction with lupert and tory is something she knows she can gain something out of (very smart move sis)
realizing that the situation is different now, and having the chance to change everything has already crossed her mind, but she never really believes that lupert will change as well, which is why she also sticks to tory, REMEMBER, the memory of her family getting killed off is FRESH, and has severely affected her. and in all honesty lupert is still someone she deeply fears and resented.
we can form the opinion of
"She shouldn't judge the young version of lupert, i mean she can change him! why does she have to act like he's always going to remain evil?"
but if we think about it, just as said, the memories are FRESH.
TRAUMA can't easily be HEALED.
and FEAR and RESENTMENT would of course obviously still linger inside of her after all...
she is facing her whole family's murderer.