
I kinda figured. The kind of anger he has doesn't come out of nowhere. While I was lucky to have never reached that level of violence, I also definitely carried a lot of anger from child abuse and lashed out at everyone for years. I was kind of violent myself, flipped people out of their chairs, shoved some people, but luckily it never went beyond unjustifiably slapping someone. And I've mellowed out with age and haven't laid hands on anyone that isn't myself since I reached my 20s.
Jaekyung doesn't need to chase a boxing championship dream right now. He needs intensive cognitive and behavioral therapy.

it's part of my "rehabilitation". As a child, I was led to believe my problems and feelings don't matter, no one wants to know, and no one gives a fuck. So I kept every little piece of myself to myself. One of my past therapists suggested that I not be as guarded and when the chance arises and when appropriate, I do my best to share my experiences because people care and some people can relate.
Bro, dramatic much?