
anyone have a link or smth to the novel in english, i would love to read it

I just read it. It just gets better and better
https://readhive.org/series/26938/

i need to know if this is sad or not

I’d say yeah, kinda… The main character is a victim of sexual abuse and we as a readers watch him struggling and dealing with it. But he makes progress, and he meets someone he falls in love with so he has huge perspectives for betterment. I highly recommend you reading it since it’s not regular BL story, it’s multilayered and very well-written! <3
every time i reread this I CRY I LOVE THIS MANWHA SO MUCH