i like and i love the message about dealing with grief, but just a lil too much sex for me like damn they just kept going
i think part of why i want this to end up in romance so bad is the fact that i am in denial to me, myself being scared of physical touch. I know people are saying maybe he is aroace and what not, and honestly i have been running from the possibility of me myself being asexual/aro and its so scary maybe i need to take this as a sign to just accept my own feelings regarding intimacy. I have always wanted to be in or feel i guess romantic love so bad but i dont think i have. Man i dont know honestly but i know i love how much thia manga makes me think abt myself too. when hirano said hes βreplusedβ it lowkey hit me in the gut because why is that what i felt while kissing my ex
