
sometimes when im laying i my bed at 3 am i wonder what had lead me to end up like this.
which flutter of the butterfly wings made me who i am today...was it me finding dakaretai otoko and 12 and spiriling into my yaoi phase? was it me being molested by my cousins? guess we will never now.
but i have to wonder did my ancestors really die for this? did they really survive centuries of wars just for me to be reading a goblin incest gay porn?

sometimes when im lying i my bed at 3 am i wonder what had lead me to end up like this.
which flutter of the butterfly wings made me who i am today...was it me finding dakaretai otoko and 12 and spiriling into my yaoi phase? was it me being molested by my cousins? guess we will never now.
but i have to wonder did my ancestors really die for this? did they really survive centuries of wars just for me to be reading a goblin incest gay porn?

I love whenever there is this decay of the main character and this really did it beautifully. In the end the only thing that others left for him was this one piece of phospholite, and that only because of their need to achieve some kind of a moral high ground, not out of love.
While reading this i felt such a contempt towards the other gems. They all are such a vile beings doing things only for themselves. Pho went to the moon, lost himself, destroyed himself only to stop this fighting. That's what makes him a human. Not his legs, not his arms but his will to fight and to preserve for others.
This manga is such a breathtaking piece, it's cruel and vile and tragic, but it's beautiful.

yeongs mind is like if there was a wall obstructing his brain and thoughts to come through.
imagine it like this: there is a thick high wall and his brain is just smashing against it again and again and again and you know sometimes it smashes so hard it creates a crack in this big thick wall and then there is a light and a thought comes through (enlightenment someone would even say), but oh oh the crack closes and so we are back at the smashing part...and again and again and again. this is why he is so stupid and dumb and dense...
anyway he's such a cutie, like a poor mentally challenged rabbit. love him
this was actually pretty entertaining. like yeah i get it it was toxic, rapey, disgusting etc. etc... but cmon no one came to this story expecting a green forest. the premise speaks for itself #-.-)
but after suffering this whole smut filled, no plot excuse of a story WHERE ARE MY 20 FLUFF FILLED CUTE SIDE STORIES!!! i need a reward after finishing this thing WHERE ARE THEY (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
gurll im crying
what did u find entertaining tho? no hate, im genuinely curious
im absolute sucker for stories where the mc has absolute character assasination, i love seeing them spiral lower and lower and lower until they can't even recognize themselves in the mirror. i kinda really liked the psychological aspect of alpha (the one at the top of the society) being turned into nothing but a whore of an omega, just him acknowledgeding that right now he is at the absolute bottom of society was very fun to read
i also love seeing my favorite characters suffer and be abused ( ꈍᴗꈍ)