
i get what the small jaemin thought of his brother becoz i have a thought like that before, not having expectation and being free is way too boring and i rlly dunno my purpose at all.

It's worse when all people are expecting things from you. The pressure is high and the fear of disappointing others accompanies you in every step you take. The best, I would say is to create your own expectations, to give yourself your own goals. When others are included in your life it gets too messy. I had some nasty experiences which played with my moral way too much. ( ̄へ ̄)
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